heaven || alastor x f. reader oneshots

i'm here.

requested by MiniDevil793

edit : i cried at how many typos there was i can't stand typos😭

i'm here.

the more the thunder clapped, the more you curled up on your bed. you pressed your pillows against your head, hoping to drown the awful noise of the thunderstorm out but it was no use. your heart thumped fast and hard over and over again. rains and bad weather in hell were rare but every time it happened, it was the worst for you.

you closed your eyes shut, eyebrows furrowed and teeth gritted. memories of your mother as she lulled you to sleep while the thunder roared outside came back, memories of how you plunged a knife in your father's chest, how your mother screamed, how the knife ended up in her chest too. they all came back to you. memories you regret that would forever torture you, memories that would haunt you along with the thunderstorms.

you sat up and sobbed, your hands clutched on to the sides of your head, palms pressed against your ears. much to your relief, the door opened and a tall familiar deer demon appeared. alastor's eyes immediately fell on your shaking figure and he was quick to sit down beside you.

he knew what would happen every time and he was always there for you. he gently wrapped his arms around you, pulling you close to him. you continued to cry on his chest, his hand stroking the back of your head with care.

“i'm here, love,” he whispered, eyes closed and lips pressed against the crown of your head, “i'm here.”

alastor began humming a soft tune, something he knew would calm you down. he knew a lot about you, from how to fluster you, to annoy you, to calming you down. and you were more than grateful for his existence.

you held on to him tight, afraid to be left alone. and he did the same, as if telling you that he would never leave. alastor, as much as he wouldn't admit it, was weak. weak for you. weak when you were crying, when you were in pain. and he'd do everything to make you happy.

so there he was, whispering nothing but sweet reassurance in your ear.

he was able to calm you down though the frown on your face remained. he leaned against the headboard, eyes closed as he continued to hum. his hand caressed your head that laid on his chest, your arms around his torso, your cheek pressed against his chest as you listened to his heartbeat.

with a snap of his fingers, the room turned soundproof. no sound came in.  though he never showed it, he was tired and the spell he had casted would do a great deal on him but he cared less. you were his priority.

“thank you, al.” you whispered, eyelids drooping.

“anything for you, my love.” he responded, half lidded eyes watching you as you slowly fell into slumber.

“don't worry, i'm here.”

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