In My Skin ( Completed)

Chapter 44

Jessica~

I'm sitting on my couch I haven't been with Damon in I don't know how long. It feels as I haven't been talking to him in years but its been some weeks. We got into a disagreement about me doubting his love and he broke up with me for no reason. Now I'm picking up the pieces of my relationship I miss him so much and I very much love him even though he cheated on me . I'm letting ciara I bet play in my ears trying to figure out what to do next. Damon moved to Miami and I'm going there to visit some family in June and its February.

He calls me but I'm always on business things, and i dont pick up cause i dont hear my phone , i call back but no answer and it happened twice now . I never went to the appointment my mom set up but i stared my clothing line Desire & Dreams. I'm doing pretty well, I make sneakers, clothes , ....it all. But nothing is the same without him, I still love him. I take off my Adidas black leather shirt and my pants then my boots. I lay on my bed still letting ciara sing what my heart wants to say. I cuddle up the bear I name after Damon. Damon 2 he purple and green , we both like the color purple. As I let my tears fall I imagine what we could've been

I get up five minutes later and let august nobody knows play throughout my house. As I step into the shower and let the water run on my back . As august sings perfectly and his voice just smooths my pain a bit. I finally get out and put my hair into a bun. Suddenly my phone rings

Destinee: b ready at 8 we going out

Me: K

I walk into my room with my towel on 6:30 my clock says. I really don't wanna go anywhere. I'm pissed, sad and I could hurt someone. My baby is gone!!!! Just then ciara I bet comes on

I bet you start loving me
Soon as I start loving someone else
Somebody better than you
I bet you start needing me
Soon as you see me with someone else
Somebody other than you
And I know that it hurts
You know that it hurts your pride
But you thought the grass was greener on the other side
I bet you start loving me
Soon as I start loving someone else
Somebody better than you

I look at my phone and Destinee calls me. " hello " answering the phone " get up " she yells a little too loud " I am " sighing rubbing my forehead " no you not " she says " how you know ?" I ask staring at the ceiling " come open the door" she says then hangs up. I roll off the bed and open the door for her so she can come in. " you look beautiful" I say to destiny coming in " thank you " she says smiling " are you even pregnant " I ask destiny making her laugh " yes but I'm going to go in any day now" she says bending back to sit down . nice place you have here" she says " thanks" I smile looking my place over
" cmon I know your hurting we all done had crazy stuff happen to us. That if we could go back in the past we would change. But we can't . Look time doesn't stop for me or you. It keeps going while we're sad and upset. So get up and have a good time tonight. " destiny says

" destiny girl you won't believe what I just found " meka says coming in out of nowhere looking like she missed a lot " Ima go get dressed" I say to them I walk back into my room and play I'm out by ciara ft Nicki minja. I went to my closet and picked out my blue pink shirt ( Outfit in MM) with my legging and Jordan's. Then I put my nose ring in and wanded my hair.I got into my mirror and put on my black shades with my blue lipstick then left out my room . " cmon " I say walking out " ayy I see you " destiny says making me laugh " yessss honey " Tameka getting ghetto. We get up and leave out my apartment. Then I hop in destiny car and pulls off. I looked on my Snapchat to see Damon updated his chat so I looked at it and he was a party where hoes was shaking there asses. I started to get pissed but I let it go and took a picture and wrote on it say I'm laughing at ya hoes. Then I let it upload to my story .

Finally after about 20 minutes we were at olive garden. We waited 5 minutes for a table then sat down. " hi my name is jade . I will be serving you tonight what you like to drink ?" jade asks looking between us " can I have the sky voka " looking over my menu " yes can I see your I.D ma'am? "I hand her my I.D as Tameka and destiny order " I'll have a Dr.pepper and can we get hot wings " destiny says " and I will have um.... Um.... I'll take pink lemonade " Tameka says looking up the waitress " okay let me get your drinks and I'll come back and take your order" she states then leave us. After 5 minutes she brings back hot wings and my voka in a glass with the rest of there drinks, and bread sticks. " how have you been ?" Tameka asks me sipping her drink " I'm fine , things happen for a reason " I say smirking trying to be positive. Just then destiny moan making everyone look at us.

" guys umm I think my water broke " destiny says as takes deep breaths trying to calm down." ummm Oh my gosh umm... Let me call 911 " I say dialing fast " hello how may I help you ?" A lady says " my name is Jessica Anderson and my friend water broke and we're at olive garden " giving her instructions " okay where are you? " the lady asks " state street , olive garden" repeating myself " the ambluence is on the way " she says " okay please hurry up " I say then end the call

We finally decided that they were too long so we got into the car and pulled off. With her screaming I know nothing of this she went to school for this stuff not me. We finally made to the hospital then they rushed her in Tameka was calling justice and Jeremiah then we came in the delivery room with her. " cmon Destinee push ! " tameka says
Then justice comes in and I walk out as I sit next to jeremiah. After about 15 minutes Tameka comes out looking like she been in destiny shoes "pushing out a baby ".She plops down next to Jeremiah and lays her head on him." how was it ?" I ask looking over at her " intense " she says exhaling " what is the baby?" I ask " a boy " she responds back as she picks up her jacket as justice comes up and brings us to her room " you happy bruh" Jeremiah says to justice giving him dap " yeah I am " justice answers happily. We walk into her room and look up to see a tired destiny sleeping and the baby laying in a plastic thing. We all go over and look at him " what's his name ?" Tameka asks" keyvan Isaias Robertson " Justice says
" he is so cute " I say cooing at him" he looks just like justice but he looks like destiny too" Tameka says Justice picks him up and I see the baby small hand around justice finger as he stares at him." do y'all wanna hold him?" He asks tameka " I do" Tameka says as she sits her bag down " we gonna spoil the heck out of you " Tameka says looking at him cooing .I sit in a seat next to them but outside destiny's room as i hear Jeremiah and meka plan for there future godson. I sit back and throw my head back running my hands down my face thinking of how much I miss him. Just then I feel a tap on my shoulder its this brown skin boy " are you okay" the boy asks me " yes " I say " may I know your name ma" he asks " Jessica" I say looking at his brown eyes " and yours" I ask

To be continued ......

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