In My Skin ( Completed)

chapter 42

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" Jessica" I yell texting my side hoe Trina she cones downstairs with grey yoga pants with a navy blue shirt on and her hair in a neat bun. " Yeah " turning off her music that she had playing in her ears. " I'm going to be going away for a two weeks." She nods her head " ight. " walking away putting her headphone in her ears again but then comes back downstairs. My phone goes off indicating Trina sending me a picture " What do you want to eat ?" Causing me to look up trying to hide my smile. " Chicken" licking my lips looking at the picture of Trina. She folds her arms under her chest and walks back upstairs while I watch her booty bounce.

Jessica~

I went upstairs to cook dinner for him but first I got my speaker turning on tink dirty slang. I went into the fridge pulling out the chicken , onions , peppers then I went to the cabinet pulling out green beans with potatoes inside and white rice. I started cutting off the fat in the chicken then seasoned the chicken, after that I put it in a pan then started making gravy to go perfectly with it then put that on the stove for 350. Next I put the rice on the stove then I used the can open to open the can then put that in another pot then used pepper finally I put that on the stove for it to warm up. Damon came behind me kissing my neck " I'm trying to cook Damon stop " wanting to drop everything and give in. " Alright I'll be right back " grabbing his keys then walking out.

Once the food finished cooking it was 8:30 and I started at 7:58 so it didn't take long but Damon wasn't back. So I texted his phone but I got nothing back. I made my plate then turned on the TV sitting down eating. After I finished I looked out the window to see the car still gone so I just figured he was out with the boys. I went to go take a warm bath since Damon would home soon plus I was truly sleepy. After I took my bath I went to sleep.

4am~

I heard my room door open I laid awake hearing Damon creeping into the bed wrapping his arms around me. I just went to back to sleep cause I had something for him in the morning. When I woke up it was 6:01 I slowly moved out of his grip going to put on some sweats with my blue converses. I put my hair in a quick bun then I took a bucket from the closet filling it with cold water. I carried the bucket back upstairs then watched him sleep a little. Something told me to find his phone which was in his jeans pockets and I found everything I was looking for. I took the bucket throw it on him he woke up " what the fuck Trina " he yelled " Who Trina Damon " showing him his phone " Bitch why the fuck you going through my phone ?" Getting up to snatch his phone from me. " Cause I'm girlfriend that's why. Now tell me who Trina " I yell back getting in his face taking his phone. " Bitch fuck outta here we done " grabbing his stuff and leaving me with his phone . I just threw it in water letting it soak nicely. I took all his jordans, watches, polo, Gucci , true religion and bleached it. Then his jordans I gave them to an old man who I always seen on the corner. " Sir, you need some shoes ?" Asking a homeless man. " Yeah " nodding his hair " Well you can have all these shoes. Give some to your friends if you like." He thanks me and I walk back to my house. I sit on my bed looking at the empty half of my closet where his clothes was. " I should've cheated" I told myself

First of all let me say
You can't accuse me of all the things
you know that you are guilty of
And I see that it is easy for you to blame
everything on me
If that's the case I should go have my fun
and do all the things you say I do
Boy I can't continue to take this from you

I might as well have cheated on you
As much as you accused me of cheating
I might as well have lied to you
As much as you accused me of lying
I might as well have gone to the club
As much as you accused me of clubbin'
I might as well have threw away my love
As much as you accused me

You say I was out with somebody else
When my girl told me she saw you with some girl
(Some girl)
But I didn't accuse you of something that I didn't see myself
Realize that I would never do anything to disrespect you
Trust me, you gotta stop accusing me

Don't you know I wish I knew
that you would treat me this way
If you don't promise me
that you've changed your ways I'm leaving today
And I ain't coming back
And you made it like that
Was unfair to me
All this jealousy
I'm your everything
What will you do without me?
Why you trippin'?

I should have lied
I should have cheated
Maybe I should have went out to the club
Or maybe I ... should have done it
Should have given away all my love
Or maybe I ... I should have played you
Cause you don't appreciate me, no
And I tried to stay down with you
But you're making it hard for me

Hey, I know its short but I decided to end it with keyshia Cole. I love her music and this chapter just reminded me of this song. Anyway comment and vote

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