In My Skin ( Completed)

Chapter 21

Jeremiah is up above or to the side

( 3 months later )

Destiny ~

I got dressed into my ripped Jeans , my blessed crop grey top and my grey sandles. I put my hair into a bun with my sliver earrings and flew home. My cousin , mom and sister lives in the same house. I spent a week their and i had to watch my cousins baby while she went to work.

He is 6 months i could of sworn of i didn't have any children. Plus this bitch ain't giving me no money i don't want much. If you gave me 20 or 30 dollars I'm good. Plus every since i was little my cousin was very mean to me.

I went on my phone and looked up how much do it cost . Care.com says for a person with 6-9 years of experience 12 dollars an hour and 10+ 12.50. She stays at work until 3-10 or from 5- 1 am. And i get nothing ... like what the fuck ?

I'm knocked out sleep on my mom bed.

"Where is his bottle ?" My cousin says

"idk" I respond back

"where is his bottles ! " she says

"i don't know !" I say yelling

I so sleepy and this bitch wanna get in my face talking like where is his bottle. bitch i don't fuckin know when i gave him to you , you had it. Then she jumps up in my face then says a whole bunch of shit. then i say to her she should of never had a baby. But yet she did... stupid bitch

Then i get back into a corner like she is ready to fight me. I'm good then she hopes into the car with her baby daddy momma and take off. Life is fucked stupid ass bitch i couldn't even come home and have some peace

If you know to do right and you know do it . You have to stand before God . I'm feeling some type of way , I'm sitting on my mom couch. I'm out of this bitch that nigga 19 and arguing with me petty ass nigga. I'm bout to bounce .

I packed my shit and left the house. I'm not even hungry i lost my appitight . She made me lost it , i walked all the way to new Yorks air port. On my way there i made a flight I'm out of there.

She was always mean to me but now i know ... now i know how it is.

Once i made it i had to wait until 8:30pm and its only 10am . I covered my arms cause i have stretch marks i stared at them for a long time. I hated them i wanted to have flawless skin like my friends but I'm stuck.

I decided to text my friend Alexa

"Hey" I say

" wassup bae" she says happily

"at the air port fuck this place" I say to Alexa

"what happen" Alexa says

"me and my cousin had a big argument" I say looking at my nails

"why ?" Alexa says

"over her failure to pay me my fuckin money. cause u kno she makes me watch him" I say

" thts not fair if she had someone else they would make her pay" Alexa says

"exactly" I respond back

" u okay ?" Alexa says

"other than my blood sugar might be high I'm good on her" I say getting mad all over again

"okay" Alexa says

"i holla at ya later" I say

"okay" Alexa says