The Destruction of Love

The Graduation

Hero POV

My avocado.

My angel.

My baby.

My life.

I sigh sitting here in my bed letting tears fall down my face as I look at the ultrasound picture. It's so small and it looks so fragile and peaceful. I just want to the best dad that I can be. I know for a fact that Jo will be a great mom.

The baby looks so safe in Jo's womb. I know Jo will keep our baby safe no matter what. I'm so relieved that our baby is okay the moment the doctor gave us the news that Jo was pregnant I knew I had to get my shit together.

After the first time we had done it I always made sure to use protection. I never asked Jo if she took the plan B because she had so much going on and we're just so happy. She was finally my girl and I couldn't have been happier I've been utterly in love with her since I first saw her.

We're finally getting the chance that we deserved we fought so hard to be together went through so much bullshit and still are. When it comes to me and Jo we can never catch a breathe we're always fighting some obstacle that the universe seems to be throwing at us.

Jo being pregnant isn't a bad thing if anything it's a good thing but I'm just afraid I'll fuck things up again.

The whole video situation is just one big misunderstanding and if Jo would just let me explain it to her then we could get through it and she'll see that I love her.

I didn't mean the threat but I regret every fucking word I said no guy claims to love a girl then threatens to put her parents in jail what the fuck is wrong with me?

I'm fucked up that's what's wrong with me. I mess up every good thing I put my hand on like Jo. I can see the changes in Jo like how her face doesn't have the same glow it uses to so, her smile isn't as bright, her eyes seem dark so empty and sad. I did this to her and I have to find a way to fix it, to fix her.

Jo's been really cold and distant ever since the video and threat I can't blame her tho for not wanting to be near me even I don't want to be near me m.

After our embrace in the car ended she quickly pulled away from me and didn't even look or speak to me. It's been a week since our embrace and she hasn't talked to me or come near me I know she needs to keep her distance from me think about things but damn if it doesn't hurt.

I am trying everything in my power to win her back. I've been giving her space and time but we can't keep avoiding the inevitable we need to talk about things and communicate.

Communication is the key to every relationship they say, but I and Jo don't tend to communicate between my lies and keeping secrets from her we're never on the same page. I'm always one step ahead of her and she's completely oblivious to things going around her whereas I know perfectly what is happening.

I'm currently adjusting my tie and getting ready for the graduation ceremony I'm graduating high school today man I'm getting old. I'm wearing a black and grey tie, white button-down shirt, grey coat and trousers, and white air force. I'm combing my hair and trying to fix this one fucking strand of hair that never seems to stick to the rest of my hair.