Hero POV
I wake up and feel a soft body pressed against mine.I down and see Jo sleeping on my chest.She is glowing literally her lips are parted her face is flushed.She looks like a women who has been properly fucked and I feel so much pride knowing she have herself to me.
Even though it wasn't mine to take.
I sigh I know I have to tell Jo about the huge secret I'm keeping from her but right now I just want it to be us in our own little bubble.This is what this weekend getaway was suppose to be just the two of us alone away from the world.
I never expected her to give herself to me.We've both been sexually frustrated for a while even though I've been dealing with my own needs but I know she hasn't.
My sweet Josephine isn't as pure anymore.Her heart and soul are still pure and I'll always love her no matter what.I wanted to tell her I loved her last night but I didn't want to scare her.It's funny we had sex but we haven't even said I love you yet we're the most odd couple the irony of our relationship isn't lost on me.
I feel her stir and I look up and see her smile "Morning." She whispers.I smile looking down at her and see she is glowing god she's beautiful even though he just woke up.Her blonde hair sprawled all over the pillow.
"Morning love." I rasp my voice lower than usual because I just woke up. "Breakfast?" I ask her.She nods her head and we both get up I hear her since in pain.
"You okay?" I ask her I knew I shouldn't have been more gentle with her I tried to as gentle as I could but she just felt so tight and warm and I had been wanting her for so long.
"Yes Hero I'm fine." She chuckles.She comes closer to me and wraps her arms around my waist "Don't feel guilty babe.I don't get regret giving myself to you." She says reassuring me.
I sigh and look at her "I know love.I just can't help but feel I was a it rough on you." She smiles and pecks my lips "You weren't okay so stop feeling guilty." She says.
We get changed and go downstairs she changes into a black shirt and cotton shorts.I change into my usual white shirt and black joggers.
We go down and I start to cook breakfast.The only thing I can't really cook is waffles so that's what we're having.We eat breakfast and banter around how I left a mess in the kitchen and banter about the most random things ever.
Jo cleans up the kitchen telling me to go put on a movie in the living room.We decided that we're going to stay in the whole day.We want to stay in our own little bubble before we have to go back and face the real world.
Jo comes back and sit next to me on the couch a blanket draped over our bodies her head on my chest.
I play the movie and we watch the Avengers movie I know Jo hasn't seen it and I know how badly she's been wanting to see it. If we're being completely honest I used to hate Marvel but she got me super into it.
Halfway through the movie my mind can't help it wonder what about the wedding? I mean I know that in the later future I want to marry Jo and have a future with her I just don't think we're ready yet.We're not even in college yet and I'm sure if we talk to our parents about it we can have the contract annulled.
I decide to pause the movie and I see Jo furrow her eyebrows her face with confusion and anxiety laced all over it. "What's wrong?" She asks her tone of voice filled with worry. "Jo we need to talk about the wedding." I state.Understanding takes over her features and she nods her head urging me to continue.
"Jo I don't think we're ready for that sort of commitment.I want us to explore our relationship first before we do any sort of commitment.My parents only wanted us to get married you could keep me in check but now that we're a real couple I know that if we just talk to them they'll annul the contract and let us decided when we want to get married." I state and I can't help the seriousness in my tone.
"I want that too Hero.I want us to choose when we make that step not them." She says.
"Jo I-I." I was about to tell her I love her when We get interrupted by the penthouse phone ringing.I groan and go to answer it I look and see Anthony number on it.
"Hello." I say.
"FT man why aren't you and Jo answering your phones.We've been trying to contact you guys to tell you that you're parents are already giving out invitations for the wedding already." He states.
They did what!
"What the fuck man really?" I can't help the anger laced in my voice and run my fingers through my hair.
"Yup your parents and Jo's came by to give the invitation to the wedding." He says popping the p dramatically.
"Alright thanks man I'll take care of it."I huff and go back to Jo to see once again fear flashing in blue grey eyes.
I sigh deciding that I should tell her "Our parents are already handing out invitations." I tell her running my fingers through my hair.
"Oh." is all she says but I can't tell her her mind is racing with a million thoughts and she thinking the same thing I am.
What the fuck are we going to do?
"I think we should go back to the manor and talk to them." I state not looking at her.
"Yeah I'm going to goals my things and change into some jeans." She says before running to the bedroom.
Great
This is not how I pictured Jo and I spending our last day here.I guess our bubble has broken and now we have to face the reality.
We have had so many problems and things to solve that we haven't talked about the wedding or just kind of forgotten about it. Now these are the consequences of us not caring and me pushing her away he kind of forgot the major problem here.
The wedding.
I hear Jo come downstairs with all of our stuff in her hands.I take the things from her and set them down the floor and cup her check. "Love don't worry about it I'll take care of it you just relax." I tell her before giving her quick peck.
"It's not fair that they get to do that Hero.It's not fair that they didn't tell us.It's not fair that we don't have a say in this and it's just not fair that you should deal with all of it." He sons into my chest.
I massage her scalp and reassure her that everything will be fine. "Jo love it's fine I'll deal with it.I got you into this mess so I'm going to you out of it."
I tell her wiping away her tears.She doesn't say anything but just hold me tighter.This is bullshit Jo shouldn't have to go through his why is it that every person that is kind like Jo have to go through this type of bullshit.She doesn't deserve to pay for other people errors.
I'm afraid that once again I'll cause her pain more pain that I already have.I know I have to tell her the truth soon and I know it'll break her but I can't keep lying to her.I just hope this is the last obstacle we have to overcome but I somehow now it isn't but I'm silently praying that is and that we can be happy.
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