That Hard Thug Love

Chapter 16

*A month later*

I've moved back into my apartment and I got my job back at footlocker . I'm doing good , But I miss KD so much . I miss him to the point where I just wanna go back home to him but I know I can't do that . He has a kid on the way , I can never look past that . I was suppose to have his first child not some other bitch but what's done is done .

I haven't seen KD since the day I left the house . He calls and texts me but I don't answer . He stopped by my apartment a couple of times but I didn't answer the door , I'm just not ready to face him yet. . I feel like when I finally do see him I'm going to break down and cry and I'm tired of crying It's time for me to stop that and get stronger .

I started to save up on money that KD would give me and I saved a lot up . A week ago I bought me a car with the money so I can have transportation .

Right now I'm leaving my apartment to meet Liyah and Ky at The Cheesecake Factory for lunch . I got in my car and made my way to my destination .

I pulled up to see Ky and Liyah outside waiting on me . I got out my car and made my way towards them . "Hey yall" I said giving them both hugs . "Hey girl" They replied in unison and then we made our way into the restaurant .

This is actually my first time coming here and I have to say I love the scenery . We walked in and they made their way to a table . "Don't we have to ask for a table" I asked . "No we have someone else here already" Liyah said .

Before I could ask 'who?' we stopped at a table and I saw KD . I instantly knew what was going on and I didn't like it at all . "Why would you guys do this?" I asked looking at Liyah and Ky .

Liyah grabbed my arm and pulled me to the side . "I'm sorry we didn't tell you but I knew if we did you wouldn't have came.. Look Ky and I are going to go home and let you guys talk-" I cut her off . "Hell no. . Liyah I can't" . "Please? For me.. I know you miss him and he misses you too Lani" . I rolled my eyes and sighed . "Fine but just to let you know I'm kicking both of yall asses when I leave here" I said walking away and sitting down across from KD . Ky and Liyah left then I looked at KD . "Hey" He said . "Hey" I replied and looked the menu .

"Have you been here before? Cause I haven't and I don't know what to get" I asked . "Yea I have and I'll order for you if you don't mind" He said smiling . "Yea that's ok" I said . Our waiter brung our drinks and KD told him our order .

We sat there in silence. . I didn't know what to say , I don't even want to be here .

"Look Lani.. I'm sorry that I cheated on you , I never meant for all this to happen.. I was just so stressed with you being in the hospital that I wasn't thinking straight. . I know that doesn't give me the right to cheat on you but it just happened. . It was a mistake and she not even pregnant . I had a feeling that she was lying so I made her take a pregnancy test , 5 at that and they all said negative. . She just wanted to break us up Lani. . I love you please forgive me" He said looking me in my eyes .

I felt a tear come down my face . 'Shit' I said to myself . "Don't cry baby" KD said as he wiped the tear away .

"KD. . I love you too but I just can't keep getting hurt . I've been through so much shit in my life and I'm just tired of being hurt . Especially by the person I love the most and put my trust in and even if she isn't pregnant you still cheated" I said to him . "And what if I do take you back and you cheat again?" I added . I can't lie , I was happy to know that she wasn't pregnant but either way it go he still fucked the bitch .

"I won't baby. . I promise" He said . "That's what you said the last time. . That's what makes it so hard for me to truly believe in you" I said .

The waiter brung out our food and we ate in silence . Once we were done we walked outside of the restaurant . "Bye" I said heading to my car . "Wait" He called out . I turned around to face him . "Be safe ok. . I love you Lani" He said . "KD-" , "I just want to hear you say it back" He said . "I love you too. . Always will" I said then got in my car and drove off .

I got home and began to strip out of my clothes to take a shower and lay down , I was supper tired .

As I was taking off my panties I felt sick . I ran to the toilet and began to throw up . "Damn it. . This the third time today" I said to myself . I threw up twice earlier today and this time makes it three . 

I brushed my teeth then got into the shower . I got out and put on panties , a bra and a big t-shirt . I got into bed and slowly began to fall asleep with two things on my mind .

KD and Am I pregnant ?

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