That Hard Thug Love

Chapter 15

Lani's P.O.V

I'm now back at home and I couldn't be happier. . I fucking hate hospitals . KD has been taking good care of me but he's been acting weird .

I've asked him what's wrong and evey time he says nothing but I'm not crazy I know something is up .

"Babe breakfast ready" KD said from the kitchen . I got off the couch and made way into the kitchen . I sat down in front of the plate that KD fixed me . "Thanks" I said as I began to eat . "No problem baby" he replied .

"KD I know when something is up so just tell me.. I won't be mad I promise. . I hate having secrets between us" I said to him hoping for him to tell me what's up .

"Lani nothing is wrong ok so stop asking me" He said calmly. . "KD I'm not-" he cut me off as he bamged his hand on the table . "JUST DROP IT DAMN" He yelled at me .

I looked down and continued to eat . I just got out the hospital the last thing I want to do his argue with KD .

"I'm sorry Lani" He apologized . I looked at him , "Its fine" I said . "No it's not. . I shouldn't have yelled at you" He said . I sighed , "Its just that I sense something is wrong and I wanted to know that's all" I said to him . "Nothing is wrong baby I promise I would tell you if it was" He responded. .I smiled at him and finished eating .

*Hours Later*

KD and I had some morning sex after breakfast .. I love him so much words can't explain . But we didn't have a condom .. At the time I didn't care because we was in the heat of the moment but now I regret. .

I just don't feel as though KD and I are ready to be parents so I hope that I don't get pregnant .. "Baby I gotta go to the trap" KD said getting off the bed and heading to the bathroom . He showered and got out putting on his clothes .

Once he finished he walked towards me . "I'll see you later , I love you Lani" He said . "I love you" I smiled . He smiled back and gave me a kiss .

I decided to go downstairs in the living room and watch some movies and eat snacks until my baby gets back .

I watched two movies and when I was about to put in the third one there was a knock on the door . I got off the floor and made my way to the door . I looked through the peep hole and saw a girl standing there .

She knocked again and harder then I finally opened it . "Um hey.. You are?" I asked .

"Risha. . who are you , Is KD here" She asked . "Um I'm his girlfriend and no he's not. . what you need?" I asked .

"His girlfriend? Oh but you let his ass know that my appointment is in three days and his ass better be there" She said . "I'm not following. . what appointment" I asked . "Look I'm sorry to tell you this but Im pregnant by KD .. I'm not doing this shit on my own so tell him to call me" She said walking off .

I felt my eyes water as the words came out of her mouth . I slammed the door shut and went upstairs and began to pack all of my stuff .

As I was packing KD came in the room . "Hey babe- What you doing Lani" He said asked . I looked at him with tears running down my face and turned back around to continue to pack . "What's wrong" He asked walking to me and grabbing my arm . I snatched it away and turned around .

"Your babymoma , Risha , stopped by. . Congratulation" I said . "Baby lets talk about this I made a-" . "Mistake. . I know" I said cutting him off. .

"I'm sorry Lani .. Don't leave me" He pleaded. . "No KD ! I trusted you. . I gave you a second chance after you fucked up and this is what I get.. I bet you fucked her while I was in the coma" I said looking at him . The look on his face told me that he did. . I shook my head at him , "You ain't shit" I told him and continued to pack .

"Lani please" He said grabbing my arm again . "Don't fucking touch me. . You layed up with some bitch and got her pregnant while I was in the hospital .. You disgust me , I can't believe I actually fell for you . I love you KD and that's something I can never take back I will always love yo stupid ass but I love myself first and I will not let you hurt me anymore KD. . There's no going back after this , this is where the line is cut off. . Don't call me , don't text me , I want nothing to do with you" I said .

I grabbed my phone and called Liyah to pick me up . I'm going to stay in my apartment I was in before I moved back here with KD until I find somewhere else to stay .

I waited and mintues later she pulled up . "Girl what happened" She asked . "I'll tell you later. . help me with my bags please" I said . She helped me with them and I got In her car .

I watched as KD came to the car opening the car door . "What" I said annoyed . "Can we just talk baby please" He pleaded . I rolled my eyes at him and closed the door . "Lets go" I said and she drove out the drive way .

I can't lie and say it didn't hurt me to leave KD because it did . I love him with everything in me but I can't just let him do me wrong .. I gotta put myself first and move on with my life .. Even though we're not together I still love him and wish nothing but the best for him .

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