That Hard Thug Love

Chapter 11

KD's P.O.V

After seeing Lani I knew I had to get her back . I noticed she didn't leave the complex or get into a car so I now know she lives in the same apartments . Damn all this time , I walked back inside my sister's apartment .

"Which apartment she live in" I said to them . "KD just let her be ok.. She talk to you when she's ready" Ky said . "No fuck that ! tell me now I'm not playing with yall asses" I said serious . Liyah sighed , "Apartment 1016 F" .

I left out got in my car and drove til I saw 1016 . I got out and walked up up to apartment F . I knocked and she didn't say anything . I knocked again , "Who is it" She said . I can tell she was crying by the sound of her voice .

"KD .. Baby please open the door" I said . "KD leave now" She said . I sighed , "Lani open the door" I said . Mintues passed by and I could hear her unlocking the door .

She opened the door and walked towards the couch sitting down . I walked in and closed the door behind me . I sat beside her on the couch . "What do you want" She asked irritated . "Let me prove to you that I'll be faithful this time baby just-" she cut me off .

"That's what you don't get Kayden. . It shouldn't even be another time , you should've did right the first time" She said a looked away from me .

Lani's P.O.V

I need to get him out of here before I give in and forgive him . This morning Brendan stopped by and well. . We had sex and he asked me to be his and I said yes . I'm really Happy with Brendan and I don't want to take steps back . When I'm around KD , like right now all the feelings are rushing back .

"Lani I'm sorry" He said . "Look KD I forgive you but we can't be together" I said facing him . "Why not?" He asked . I didn't say anything . "WHY NOT" he yelled at me standing up .

"BECAUSE IM WITH SOMEBODY ELSE" I shouted back standing up . He looked at me for while , "You got me here trying to get you back and shit when you got a nigga ? Fuck you Lani" He said to me . I gasped , "Fuck me ? NO fuck you KD. . I'm with someone that's treating me right , something you should have done when you had the chance . Get out my house NOW!" I said to him .

"That's fucked up Lani. . Real fucked up" He said . "I didn't do shit. . What you did to me , yes that's real fucked up" I paused. . I was not about to continue to argue with him , "Please just go. . We can be friends or-" He cut me off .

"I don't want to be friends with you. . I can't just be friends with you Lani I love you" He said coming closer to me .

I looked away from him . "Please just leave" I said . He was about to say something else but stopped and walked out the door , slamming it behind him . I locked the door and slid down to the floor with my back against the door . I felt the tears forming in my eyes and I let them fall freely .

*A month later*

"Brendan. . I'm pregnant"  said lowly . "By who?" He asked like we haven't been having sex and we aren't together .

"What you mean by who? .. By you" I said to him . "Nah. . That baby ain't mine , who you been fucking" He said . My mouth dropped I couldn't believe what was coming out of his mouth . I swear this past few weeks he's changed. .

When we first started talking he was so sweet and nice and everything and now he's disrespectful and mean .

"You fooled me thinking you was nice and sweet and shit but YOU AINT SHIT . GET OUT MY HOUSE NOW!" I yelled at him .  He stood up and came closer to me .

He slapped me hard across my face . I held my face In pain as tears fell .  I refuse to be in an abusive relationship , he will not beat up on me .

"GET OUT MY HOUSE NOW BEFORE I CALL THE POLICE" I yelled at him . "You ain't gotta tell me twice shit bye" He said nearing the door .

"We're done. . But you will help me with this baby" I said to him . "Fuck you and that baby bitch" He said and walked out .

I felt tears forming in my eyes and they slowly fell . Why do I always get hurt .. I thought me leaving KD and getting with Brendan was what was right for me but sadly it wasn't ..

What am I going to do. . I have to raise a child all on my own

I went into my bathroom and looked in the mirror to see a bruise on face . I wiped my tears away and pulled myself together . I will not let this stop me .

I'm going to be the best mom there is to my child . I don't need his help .

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