I Fell in Love Once

Chapter 46

Ashton's POV

I'm walking on the street when I see Calum holding some girls hand. She leans in to kiss him and I stop in shock. "Calum? Oh my gosh what are you doing?" I scream. "S'up man!" He says but then steps out into the road and scream, "I HATE MY LIFE!!!" I look at him like he's crazy but then he pulls out a hand gun. "What the h*ll?" I say. Then everything that happens is a blur. He shoots the gun a few times in the air and then presses it to his head and kills himself. "CALUM!!!!" I scream and then turn to the girl. "Did you know he was going to do this?" I demand. "It was my idea, jack*ss!" She barks and walks away. I run over to Calum and see that he's nothing but a corpse. "Noooo!" I cry. I call Sarah first. "Please pick up please pick up!" I murmur as the phone rings. "Hello?" Sarah answers. "It's Calum!" I say. "Yah, I know! He's having an affair! Okay I KNOW!" She yells. "No no. He killed himself." I say. "W-what!" She says and the line goes dead.

Sarah's POV

My cheat of a husband just killed himself, my best friend's husband is in a coma, both of these guys were in the band 5 Seconds of Summer, and I still love my ex! WHAT WILL YOU THROW AT ME NEXT, UNIVERSE? HUH? There is nothing that the world can throw at me that can possible be worse than all of this! Well at least the last problem is settled! I'm a widow of a jerk so being in love with my ex isn't such a big deal. I think....

I speed on the highway driving away as fast as I can. I have to get out of this town. Away from the torture and misery that this life brings me! Who knew that being a fan girl could bring you to this awful life. I never would imagine marrying Calum Hood and I never thought he would cheat or commit suicide. I don't know where I'm going but I have to get away. I find myself driving more with my heart than my head going where my heart tells me. I was actually on my way to my lawyers office to file for divorce when Ashton called me. Problem solved! He's dead😤. I don't know how I feel! It's awful but I'm relieved yet stressed. I'm sad but angry. I don't know exactly how I feel all I know is that my life is ruined and it all happened because I agreed to go to a stupid 5sos concert with Ryanne all those years ago! I drive faster picking up speed racing on the highway swerving through the lane of cars. I hear several cars honk at me but I just rush past them without a clear thought in my head. I'm going away and I'm not coming back......ever.