Nefarious

I just wanna forget the pain (M)

My hands softly spread her legs, revealing the glistening sight of her sopping pussy to my carnal gaze. Adelpha trys to close her legs in embarrassment, but the strength and determination of  arms kept her legs pried open.

I scoot foreword, letting the sickly sweet smell of your arousal fill my nose and make the lust building in my chest grow larger, taking over my mind and senses completely. I use two fingers spread her lips, a third circling her hole as I prepared Adelpha slowly, "J-jen.."

"shh, i know. just relax for me," I coo, plunging my finger into her cunt. A whimper flew past her lips, filling my ears with the wordless beg, "m-more~"

I oblige quickly and without question, stretching her pussy further to accommodate the two fingers shoved in her cunt. the soft pads of my fingertips brushed over the velvet soft walls that clamped down around my digits, almost halting her ability to move. as if the pleasure couldn't intensify — my tongue found her clit instantly, flattening the muscle and licking a knee-weakening stripe up her clit. "Jen! fu..fuck,"

the response from her was more than enough, and soon the unrelenting pace of my fingers moving inside of her and my tongue flicking across her abused clit began, leaving her no choice but to writhe and moan under my delicate touch.

I will forget her.  .

It's probably much different than what  she is used to, the thrusts of my fingers were smooth and calculated, softly reaching every crevice of her cunt and my tongue was toying with her folds so sweetly, licking up and down and sucking on whatever my greedy lips could get a hold of.

the lewd noises of me slurping on her juices and the slight squelching from her pussy was enough to make the pleasure build up faster, over-sensitivity taking over her body before she knew it. I moan against her clit, the vibrations of my slurred words making her toes curl and eyes go blind momentarily from the orgasm that ripped through her.

I let her ride out her high, stilling my movements as she continued to rock her hips on my face and fingers, "you did so good — so, so good," I whisper, lips colliding with hers. 

She passionately responds, but I can tell she has no energy to do anything else. I smirk, satisfied with the effect and lay down next to her, our sweaty bodies moulding together.

"Your going to regret this in the morning Jennie" She manages to whisper, her voice deep and raspy

"Then help me forget about her" I mummer, not wanting to go into this after we just fucked. 

Honestly, it's a bit of a mood killer.

"Later, later I'll get rid of the memories. But for now?" 

She quickly turns over and kisses my neck, sucking and licking my pulse point. 

"Lets keep going" She whispers seductively. 

I barely manage to nod my head as she bites down, exciting a moan from me. 

This is gonna be a long day.

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I shoot up in panic, head pounding, and a warm ache in between my legs. 

Fuck. 

I turn my head to see a sleeping Adelpha, naked and slightly sweaty in my bed

Fuck. 

I run a shaking hand through my hair, trying to calm down. 

I fucked up. I fucked her. I enjoyed it too. 

Tears start to roll down my cheeks as I take in what I've done exactly. 

I've given up on Lisa. What if she was only dating that person to try and make Jisoo and Chaeyoung happy? What if Bambam only told me she was dating someone because Adelpha told him too? What if she finds out and gives up on me too? What if-

"You alright? You look a bit pale" A raspy voice calls out

I freeze slightly before quickly trying to wipe away my tears. 

She can't see me like this.

A soft hand rests on my shoulder ,and it's followed by a sigh

"I can help you Jen. I can help you forget the pain. But you have to trust me" she says, her voice low and caring. 

I shake my head and move off the bed, not caring that I'm stark naked.

"What if this was all just a ploy for you to get in my head? And- And I let you" I cry, frantically looking around as my heart begins to race.

I can't even see Adelpha's face because I'm freaking out so much. But I can hear her voice, her trying to calm me down

"It's all a trick isn't it?" I ask softly, her face finally coming into eyesight

She shakes her head and pulls me into a hug, breasts pushed up against each other.  Normally this would either make me horny, or just repulsed, but instead it provides me with a sense of security. 

"no. i promise its not a trick. i want this. i want you jennie. so please, let me help you" 

I pull back and nod slowly

Lisa left me. Lisa doesn't want me anymore, and I can't blame her, I left her.

"okay"

a/n sorry, but this is gonna be angst with a happy ending. Mainly cause I wanna show what life is like for Jennie and what thing's she's gonna have to go through. A lot of things happen in this, so it's probably gonna be longer than Nyctophilia. Updates wont be as frequent though because i have exams and a cold lmao.