Nefarious

What Really Happened?

I stare back at them, a weird warm feeling swimming in my stomach as she looks at my lips, then back at my eyes

 Shamefully checking me out? 

She licks her bottom lips slightly, and opens her mouth as if she was going to speak but closes it as if she doesn't want to say anything. 

I gulp slightly and find myself unconsciously leaning down, eyes slowly travelling down to their lips 

What am I doing?

Kissing someone apparently I silently muse as our lips connect.

She makes a noise of surprise, but her eyes flutter shut in contentness as she mirrors my mouth movement

She rests a hand on my waist as she pulls me down slightly, deepening the kiss.

I groan slightly and flip us over, the kiss becoming more and more heated as my hands find her toned stomach

Woah.

"Wassup bitches I need to- EWW MY EYES!" Bambam yells, making both me and Lisa jump up and pull away from each other, my hand quickly sliding out of her top as if she was on fire.

She is now I guess 

I quickly move away from her and stand on the opposite side of the room near the window, a red tint coating my face.

Lisa sits up on the air mattress and looks down, face and ears red

"I NEED HOLY WATER" Bam shouts, running into Lisa's bathroom while Kevin stands and smirks at us.

"Well, we're gonna need to talk to you and Lisa, that's if your ready to separate from one another's lips"

I glare at him and flip him off

"Oh fuck off. She-she was just comforting me"

He raises an eyebrow and looks at me confused

"By fucking you?"

"We weren't fucking!" Both me and Lisa yell, meeting each others eyes and then looking away when our faces get hot and red

Kevin looks between us and nods unsure

"uh-huh. anyways Bam get out the bathroom!"

Bambam slowly walks out of the bathroom, a pair of shades on as he looks at us

"Nasty nasty. Its so early" he says in English, tutting slightly

I sigh and sit down on the floor near Lisa, but not on the air mattress. I need to keep as far as possible. 

"so what did you wanna talk about?"

"Well you and Lisa to be quite frank." Kevin says, pointing to a slightly nervous Bambam

"What do you mean?" Lisa asks, eyes fleeting between my brothers

Bambam takes his shades off and looks at Kevin who nods his head. Rubbing his nape slightly he sighs

"A few days before we went back to Adelpha's her Mother sent her out to get us. Some important mission that only we could complete. We didn't agree. Me and Kevin wanted to carry on in the human world, and you. . . well you had Lisa."

" To be honest, she'd been trying to reach us since you were at Lisa's place during their break. we told you and as a collective we all just decided to ignore them"

My eyes widen, but I don't speak, because that could stop me from finding out whatever I needed to know

"So, while we were on our walk in the forest, they ambushed us, tried to force us to go back. We fought back obviously and then we left as soon as we could."

Kevin interrupts, eyes never leaving my face as he speaks

"Adelpha's Mother threatened to kill Lisa, Jisoo, Chaeyoung and their families if we didn't co-operate. So we asked for a 2 days."

"And she gave them too us. I'm guessing in those two days you tried to find the strength to leave Lisa, but it broke you. To the point where we waited for you at the forest, but you weren't there." Bambam continues.

I hold my hand out and look at them

"So your telling me, that because Adelpha's dusty ass Mother wanted us back, and we all had separate lives here, threatened to kill everyone we basically associate with if we didn't go back. . . but I still didn't go back?" I say, scoffing slightly

"You don't understand now, but you and Lisa were basically inseparable, you always saw each other, hell you basically lived here" Kevin says, resting a hand on my shoulder.

"if she means so much to me, how come I can't remember a single thing about her?"

"Adelpha. She used her mind manipulation to make it seem like Lisa left you. She showed you some messages and it sent you down. Like hella down. You wouldn't eat, you barely slept. Hell even Adelpha felt bad at some point."

"So you got us to send Lisa presents from every event of her life you missed" Bambam says with a small smile

I look over at Lisa, and see she's smiling slightly at me

"I got them. Thank you for not giving up on me" She says warmly, not touching me, but her hand is close to mine.

I nod slightly and turn to Kevin who slightly shakes his head

"She was killing you. Slowly but surely. Every time you did something bad, either Adelpha or her Mother would be there to hurt you in some form. We don't know what Adelpha did, but we know what her Mother did"

I shiver when memories of Adelpha's hand travelling up my stomach force through my mind

"She tried to rape me. But she stopped and said if I disobey her again she'll carry it on. Fuck I don't even know what I did. But I remember what happened" I mutter, not meeting anyone's eyes.

I hear Kevin and Bambam growl, while Lisa's hand rests on mine, surprising me, but she just squeezes it and keeps it on top of mine

"But she threatened us. That if we didn't get you to move on from Lisa somehow, she'd . . she'd kill you in front of us. And that if we told Father, she'd make sure it was long and painful" Bambam almost sobs

He kneels down in front of me and rests a hand on my knee

"So I trapped your memories"

a/n dun dun dun the discovery {sorry im so weird lmao}