"S-sorry guys" Bambam says, his head falling down to the ground as he finally removes eye contact with Jennie
"I don't have enough energy right now." He admits, before collapsing.
Kevin quickly grabs Bambam and pulls him over to my bed before laying him down carefully
"Does that mean Jennie can't get back anymore?" Jisoo asks, gripping my shoulder
I flick her finger off and look back at Jennie's pale, blood streaked and tears stained face.
"My poor baby" I whisper, heart in pain as I watch her go through so many different emotions. And it's not like I can help either, because I don't have a clue about what's going on in her head right now. But I do know that she mentioned that girl's name again.
Adelpha?
It kinda stings hearing that.
"No, she can come back , but she's gonna need some thing's to ground her. Me and Jisoo will go to the supermarket and buy a shit ton of ramen and beer, Chaeyoung can go to her favourite market and buy her some cakes and shit" Kevin says, putting on his shoes.
Jisoo and Chaeyoung squeeze my shoulder and go off to the door
"Wait, what do I do?" I ask
"Talk to her. She'll be able to hear you" Kevin says as he, Jisoo and Chaeng walk out of the door
I huff slightly and sit directly in front of Jennie, running a hand across her warm cheeks
"Hey baby. ."
I laugh slightly and shake my head
"Fuck I don't even know what to say. I-I love you so much Jennie. And" I rub my hand over her palm, not sure if I'm crying or not
"There are so many things I can't say Jen. Because I don't know how to say it. I'm not as bold with my emotions as I should be. A-and maybe I'm not strong enough to truly believe this when I say it. But I'd do anything for you. At least I'd hope I would."
I breathe in deeply before continuing
"And it doesn't matter what might happen in the future, but I'm never leaving you. And I'm never going to stop loving you, because everything is better with you in my life. I wanna sit on our weird yellow porch, with a couple little shit's running around like idiots with Jisoo. But they'll be our little shits. I want all of that with you Jennie. To see you threaten some random kid cause they looked at one of our kids funny."
I place a kiss on her forehead
"Just come back to me okay?"
I sit back down, and rest my head on her lap.
"Because I love you more than words can explain. But at least my actions can explain"
"I love you too"
a/n ahaha there we go, that little speech from the previous chap :) I think now's about time we get Jen out of there? Don't you guys lmao. She's been in her mind for like 4 whole ass chapters like damn
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