Nefarious

I don't deserve the pain they give

I wrap my arm around the warm body beside me, groaning slightly as I do.

I take a slight breath in and smell the dull hint of mint and lavender.

Mint and lavender?!

I open my eyes slowly to meet the back of someone's head. Being a normal human. . . 

As normal as I can be -_-

I jump up and scream, pushing the person out of the air mattress onto the floor.

The person gets up instantly and turns their head to me

"are you okay?!"

I shake my head and back up onto the wall, hands at the side of me, hair probably a mess, and my eyes wider than a saucer

"Who the fuck are you?! You don't get to know the state of my well being right now!" I shout back.

Their face is all blurry, features completely smudged out.

"Jennie?" They say slowly, approaching me slightly but I hold my leg out, warning them not to come closer

"don't get any fucking closer!" I shout, literally panicking now

Who the fuck can I call? Considering it's day time and there are no fucking shadows in this damn place

Lisa!

I look around the room, but Lisa is no where to be seen

"LISA" I call out

"I'm right here?" the person in front of me says

I'm not fucking stupid!

"Haha very funny, did Adelpha send you? Or her mom? Tell them to fuck themselves!"

The person shakes their head and walks up to me, no longer slowly approaching me

I squeal and go to run off, but they grab my arms and hold them down, surprising me with their strength.

I try to wriggle my wrists out of their hands but they hold on tighter, not hurting me.

At least not physically

"Look at me" The order, voice sounding dull and deep

I close my eyes and shake my head, not wanting to just start crying in the face of death. 

Like that's pretty stupid. The murderer won't not kill you because you randomly start bawling like a little bitch.

They lift a hand and slowly wipe under neath my eyes, and instantly I freeze.

She pulls away from me completely, making me scared as to what she is going to say next

But instead of speaking she sighs and runs a single hand down my face

"I hope you've learnt your lesson. Never disobey me again"

I choke back a sob and nod my head.

"good girl"

a/n these are two separate memories

A strong cold hand quickly turns my head forward, fingers pressing into my neck and jaw. I let out a small whimper when I face her. Her eyes twinkling in amusement and disappointment.

She chuckles darkly, her breath hitting my nose, making me want to vomit. The rotting smell of flesh and honey overwhelms me as I scrunch up my nose the best I can.

Her hand reaches into her multi pocketed pair of baggy jeans, pulling out a small device. My eyes meet it and panic rushes through me

"now now, this weakness will not do Ruby Jane. this isn't how you were taught." She scolds gently

I use the advantage the person has and push them down onto the air mattress, shocking them as I straddle them, throwing punches and slaps anywhere I can

"Stop trying to hurt me! I haven't done anything. I just wanted to help!" I shout, crying as I hit them, my hit's getting progressively weaker.

The hand that they used to block my hits, grabs my hand and pulls me down into a embrace

I sob into their shirt, unable to fight anymore

I'm tired of fighting

"Please, just let me go" i sob

They rub warm hands on my back as they coo slightly.

"Jen, I need you to look at me okay? Just look at me and keep looking"

I hesitate, but the softness in their voice tells me I should listen

Though, this call all be a trap for Adelpha and her greasy ass Mother to try and get me back into their death trap

Looking up at the blurred face I stare, tears still flowing as they rub circles on my thighs

Slowly a pair of plump pink lips appear, the smooth,clear skin around them slightly tanned as my eyes travel up to their perfect slim nose, the skin perfectly moulding around their face.

I snivel slightly as brown doe eyes fade onto their face, completely the artwork.

They stare directly into me, making me feel almost naked with how they pierce through me

I stare back at them, a weird warm feeling swimming in my stomach as she looks at my lips, then back at my eyes

Shamefully checking me out? 

She licks her bottom lips slightly, and opens her mouth as if she was going to speak but closes it as if she doesn't want to say anything.

I gulp slightly and find myself unconsciously leaning down, eyes slowly travelling down to their lips

What am I doing?

a/n aw poor jen. basically has ptsd :( do they kiss or not? ooo find out in the next episode of dragon ball z!

Sorry i've had a lot of coffee. . . .