Nefarious

I've learnt some important things.

I huff slightly as I finally reach the end, my hand cut open, leg definitely fractured, something's sprained and I'm pretty sure my face looks like one of those abstract paintings.

I rest my bloodied hand on the black wall in front of me, taking in lost breaths

"I feel like I'm playing ready player one" I pant, sweat and blood dripping from my head

Luckily these won't be here when I wake up

I knock twice on the wall, egar to get the fuck out of this shitty ass place

"Oh shit" I say, realising that I'm badmouthing my own mind

"Well I didn't fucking lie"

Everything goes pitch black, and before I know it, I'm spinning like a fucking fidget spinner

Nausea fills my stomach, but I hold it in as my eyes suddenly open wide

I look around the area, and notice I'm back in Lisa's place

I almost pass out from fucking happiness, but my ears perk up to a small voice

"Because I love you more than words can explain, but at least my actions can explain"

I smile at her lovingly.

Because that's all I feel for her, love.

"I love you too"

Her head quickly lifts from my lap, and turns towards me

Her eyes bore into mine as her mouth drops open

"Careful there Lili, I thought your neck was gonna snap"

As soon as she see's my lips move, she jumps on my lap, making me automatically wrap my hands around her as sit's on my lap

"I love you, I love you, I love you" She mutters in my ears as her hold gets progressively tighter

"I  love you too Lili." I whisper in her ear, kissing the side of her face gently

"Wait so your awake now?" 

I tilt my head to look at an exhauted Bambam and nod while grinning

"Yep"

He nods his head slowly before passing out on the bed again. I laugh slightly as Lisa doesn't let go of me

"Lis, I need to stretch my legs"

She instantly get off of me, and slaps one of my legs, a shooting pain going up it

"Ow? What the hell Lis?" I ask, not so annoyed, more confused

"You had me fucking worried asshole! You kept bleeding and crying and bleeding and whimpering and I was scared because I didn't know what I'd do without you an-"

I cut her off by getting up and hugging her, ignoring the direct pain in my stomach, head and rest of my body

"I know. I'm sorry, but, if I've learnt anything. It's that you shouldn't think too much about the negatives, and focus on whose waiting for you on the brighter side"

She nods her head in my chest and snuggles in closer

I wince slightly and pull away

"S-sorry, but I'm a bit battered. Might need some ice?" I say tightly, my chest constricting in pain

Lisa's eyes go wide as she rushes me down onto the bed next to Bambam, before running into the bathroom

"I'll be out soon!"

I chuckle at her silliness, and decide to lay back on the bed.

I take a deep breath out as I watch the ceiling spin. My head hurts, my heart aches, my body feels like it's on fire. 

I'm constantly in pain

I groan slightly and try to reposition my arm

If I keep dwelling on the sad shit, I'll just- Actually, what will happen? I've got my memories back? I'm not stuck in my own head anymore. This is reality

And in reality, I know that I'm not a good person, but I know that maybe, I have somebody waiting for me when I'm free out of here.

I let my eyes shut slowly as I take another deep breath out

I could stay here for the rest of my life. As long as I had Lisa, and the three musketeers and Chaeyoung.

a/n triple update :)