Nefarious

Morning's are inevitably disgusting

I wake up groggily, holding my head as the bright light spills into the room. The amber and magenta creeping through the blinds

Fucking disgusting

I scowl at the lights, hating how it makes me feel. It makes me feel like I'm missing something. 

"Mornin' sleep well?" A voice calls out from behind me, deep and slightly raspy

"And here we fucking go again with the same bullsh- I mean yeah, morning" I quip, smirking when I hear a loud groan

Love pissing people off. Highlight of my day

"Do you have to be so sarcastic all the time? I can't tell if your joking or not"

"Ah yes, when I'm so sarcastic I don't even know if I'm joking or not" I reply honestly, turning to look at her umber eyes with a small grin

She frowns and rests a hand on my hip, making me huff slightly before she pulls me into a warm kiss.

"I looked in my book you borrowed a couple days ago." She starts, eyebrow raised

I smile innocently and tilt my head slightly

Oh I know exactly what she's gonna say

"Did you seriously have to put' dear life. please start using lubricants?' in my family used book?"

I pull away and stretch slightly, feeling the satisfaction of having at least 10 of my bones crack. Including my back.

"Yes. Yes I did" I say smugly, before running off to the bathroom when she attempts to throw something at me

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I slump down on the table next to Bambam and Kevin, who shoot my wide smiles before glaring slightly at Adelpha, who takes no notice and steals a piece of toast from my plate

"Hey!" I complain, pouting slightly

"You don't even like toast" She points out, a piece of my toast stuck in her mouth

Oh yeah. 

"So? I like having the plate complete." I mumble, noticing Kevin and Bambam still haven't dropped their dirty looks

What's up with them recently?

"Guys, I know she's ugly, but it's kinda rude to stare don't ya think?" I joke, making Bambam and Kevin chuckle slightly

Adelpha slaps my arm gently before clearing her throat

"We have a meeting in about an hour or two. They wanna discuss you and your brothers"

My eyes drop to the ground as my hand begins to shake slightly

She's gonna be there.

"I-is your mom gonna be there?" I ask, trying to keep the usual confidence in my voice, but it's like whenever I think about that woman, my heart drops and my brain goes all fuzzy.

"Probably not, she's been busy recently"

I nod my head and push the food around on my plate.

Suddenly I've lost my appetite.

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I pace around the room, hands tucked into my ripped jeans as the black turtle neck starts to choke me

I can't see her.

She'll kill me for whatever fucking reason she can.

Lord help me if she found out I was sleeping with her daughter. 

Oh god, what if she already knows?

My inner panic is quickly silenced by the knocking of my door. I go to open it but I stop when I hear Bambam shout

"Jen, make sure you bring a hat or something"

"Okay!" I shout back, heading into my closet 

I walk over to the closet and open it up, yelping slightly when an abundence of gifts fall out.

What the fuck?

Looking behind me I bend down and read one of the name tags

My Lili ❤️

I frown and tilt my head

Who the fuck is Lili? And the fuck do I have their shit?

"Jen. . . what's that?"

"Whose Lili?" I ask curiously, putting the gift back down and reaching behind it for a baseball cap

Adelpha freezes for a moment before walking next to me

"I don't know, maybe it's one of Kevin or Bam's friends. You know their players"

I snort and wrap an arm around her waist and peck her cheek

"don't have to tell me twice sweetheart. Now come on, meeting starts in 20"

She groans and walks out of the room, and I follow behind her. The back of my head starts to ache, as if someone prodded it with a metal rod a bit too hard.

Who the fuck is Lili?