𝙏𝙝𝙖𝙩 𝙬𝙖𝙮

𝘎𝘰𝘰𝘥 𝘣𝘺𝘦

It was Draco. I fell to my knees, this time bawling my eyes out. Draco can't die! Okay, I need him, our baby needs him, no, no, no. Those were the thoughts ringing in my head. He can't die. He can't!

"What am I going to do?" I said crying. "I need him"

"I know," Narcissa said hugging me. "I know, I know. Let's get you home" Within seconds, I was at home, in the living room. I sat there in shock for 3 minutes, trying to process everything.

"Here, I made you some tea," Narcissa said walking into the living room with a cup of tea and a blanket. She put the blanket around me and then handed me the cup of tea. I got up and walked towards the garden. I sat on the wooden swing that Narcissa had gotten us and watched the sun come up. I needed time to think about the future.

"Hey," Someone said from behind me. I didn't have the energy to look back. The person clearly didn't take the hint that I didn't want to talk and sat beside me. I looked away from the sun and at the person beside me. It was Enzo.

"Everyone's dead," I said numbly.

"Not everyone. I'm still here" He said swinging his arm around me. I looked at him and smiled.

"You know, my dad died," I said. "I didn't even get to know him. I didn't get to know what his favorite things were, what his least favorite things were. You know normal dad stuff" I placed my head on his shoulder and continued to sip on my tea.

"Can we just stay like this for a while?" Enzo asked. I nodded and put my head back onto his shoulder. It was nice like this.

"I'm getting Déjà vu" Enzo said. I let out a chuckle.

"Enzo," I said. "Can I tell you something?"

"Of course. anything" Enzo said playing with my hair.

"I- 'm pregnant," I said.

"Is it Dr-" Enzo said before I cut him off.

"Yeah," I said. "I have another question"

"Go ahead," He said.

"Can I move back into the cottage for a while?" I asked. "I don't want to be alone at the moment"

"Yes of course! Anything you need" He said. "Give me a second I'll call Sophie and tell her to clean up your room"

"Okay," I said as he got up and ran inside to the telephone. I let out a sigh and walked into the house. I placed the cup in the sink and went upstairs. I picked up one of the boxes from the corner of our room from one of the mirrors we bought the other day and walked towards the closet. I picked up one of Draco's shirts by mistake thinking it was mine and broke into tears again.

"I wish you were here" I whispered, hugging the shirt. "I really do"

"Are you done pac-" Enzo said as he walked into the room. He noticed me, on the floor, crying, and stopped.

"Oh," I said wiping my tears and then getting up. I put the shirt in the box. "Can you get my wand from downstairs please?" Enzo nodded his head and went downstairs. While waiting, I packed some of Draco's shirts into the box. Tears streamed down my eyes as I packed some of them.

"Here you go," Enzo said walking into the room and handing me my wand. I flashed him a little smile. "Aclothen" And all my clothes from the closet folded themselves and into the box neatly.

"Can we... go now... please?" I asked as I picked up the box.

"Yeah, but don't you want to pack up the house or something?" Enzo said as he took the box from me.

"No, not right now," I said walking out of my room. I felt so numb I couldn't show any emotions at all. I was just so exhausted about everything.

"be careful," Narcissa said kissing my forehead, seconds before we apparated to right in front of the cottage. I let out a sigh and walked in. Out of nowhere, I was being hugged.

"Hi, Blaise," I said as I hugged back.

"Oh my god! How are you? How's the baby?" He said kind of excited.

"We are both dealing with it," I said.

"Not too much stress tho" Sophie said from the back. I pulled away from Blaise and smiled at her. "Not good for the baby"

"Sophie is studying to be an obstetrician," Enzo said walking towards her and kissing her.

"That's nice," I said as I walked towards her and hugged her. She pulled away really quickly. I think she was uncomfortable but it really didn't matter to me.

"So how are you feeling?" Sophie asked.

"I'm sorry, I'm not really up for sympathy right now," I said as I walked upstairs. I put my clothes into the closet with all my old clothes.

Wow! I hadn't been in this bedroom since the Malfoy ball and now I'm a Malfoy. Woah. I sat on the ground, my back against the wall, and just broke into tears. I didn't feel like holding them back anymore. What has my life become? Why can't I just be a normal eighteen-year-old.

Why do I have to be so unlucky?