𝙏𝙝𝙖𝙩 𝙬𝙖𝙮

Something else

Lorenzo Berkshire's  P.O.V

I have always been confident. I've always known what I want and I've gotten what I want. It's a very pleasurable life.

I've had my eyes on Jade since year 4. I never noticed her before. But when she walked into the Yule ball, with her pink dress and her beautiful hair down, I just couldn't help but stare.

Jade means everything to me. She doesn't even know it but just being around her makes me want to be different, makes me want to be a man.

It's stupid, I know.

What would Draco say if he saw me this smitten?

I got up and got dressed.  When I walked in the Great Hall I tried to look around for Jade. She wasn't there. I just walked over to the Slytherin table at started eating my breakfast.

"Enzo" Blaise said moving his head as he was pointing towards the entrance.

There she was. Jade. I wanted to go up to her and give her the biggest hug and wanted to tell her I love her so much. This happened to me, everyday.

I had never felt like this before.

I watched her walk towards Liv and Ginny. I noticed how her eyes would light up as she ate her food, how here dimples would stick out as she laughed.

Fred and George came running through the door. George sat beside Liv and Fred sat beside Jade. Fred swung his arm around her just like how I do. I didn't like that. I walked over there.

"Can I steal you for a moment" I asked, giving her a kiss on her cheek. She nodded her head. We went outside the great hall.

I'm going to tell her how I feel. I have to tell her how I feel. You can do this Enzo.

"Jade,"

"Enzo,"

"I wanted to tell you something," I inched closer to her.

She raised her eyebrows. "Okay, tell me"

"Um, The sky is very nice today," I blurted out. Oh my god.

"Oh, yeah, it is very nice today" She chuckled. "Is that what you wanted to tell me?"

I nodded my head. "Mhm. We should go on a walk later"

"Okay, I'll see you later" She smiled, before I kissed her forehead and watched her walk back into the hall.

You're such a pussy.

Jade Allen's P.O.V

I walked back into the hall. I really, really wished he wanted to say something else. It didn't even have to be those 3 words, it could've just been anything. I love listening to him talk.

"Hey are you ok?" Fred asked, looking up at me.

"Yeah, why wouldn't I be?" I said sitting back down on the bench.

"Since tomorrow is Saturday, wanna hang out? let's have a picnic?" George said. "Like we used to,"

"I'm down"  Liv said. "Yeah" Ginny said. "Ok" I said. "Of course!" Fred said.

Today, I spent most of my time in classes then back in my dorm. I didn't feel like socializing with anyone. 

It was just one of those days. I don't know why I would feel this way, but I just did. Nothing bad would even happen and I would just feel drained.

I was wearing Enzo's shirt and my pajama shorts. I was reading a book when there was a knock on the door.

"It's open" I said not taking my head out my book.

"Nice dorm" Fred said looking around.

"Hey" I said putting my book down. "What do I owe this surprise?" I asked, sarcastically.

"Well I got you something" He said grinning. He handed me a chocolate frog. "To say sorry, for yesterday"

I sighed. "I love chocolate frogs" A smile appeared on my face. "Apology accepted" I said getting up to hug him. He hugged me back. This hug was all I needed today and a chocolate frog. I pulled away to open my frog but I looked at his eyes and couldn't move.

What the hell Jade.

He looked back at me and we just froze. He leaned in. He was so close and then he tried to kiss me, but I swerved. I pulled away.

"For god's sake Fred" I said. "What happened in the past, we have to forget about it. That was the deal."

"Yeah, Yeah" His hand scratched the back of his head. "I understand. I'll go" Fred said. "See you tomorrow" He said awkwardly leaving.

Oh my god.

I just laid in my bed eventually falling asleep.