𝙏𝙝𝙖𝙩 𝙬𝙖𝙮

𝘗𝘳𝘰𝘣𝘭𝘦𝘮𝘴

After hours of staying locked up in my room, crying, I finally stepped out of my oom. I came to my senses. I can't starve myself because then I'd be starving the baby. I walked down the stairs and into the kitchen to find Sophie cooking. 

"How are you feeling?" Sophie asked. 

"Not great," I said as I opened the shelves with all the chocolate and other junk food but it wasn't there. It was filled with healthy junk. "Where did the chocolate and all go?" 

"Oh the boys and I have been on a diet," Sophie said. "Healthy food and all" 

"Oh," I said annoyed, looking at her. For some reason, I wanted to rip her head off. I mean I'm pregnant, I have cravings and it's my house. "Is there anything sweet at all?" 

"There's fruit," Sophie said sipping on wine while cooking. A closer look at the wine bottle, It was my favorite wine. The one I had been saving for a special moment ever since I first tried it when we first moved into the cottage. 

"Where did you get that?" I asked. 

"Oh I found it in one of the shelves," She said. 

"Okay," I said. I decided to let it go. "When will dinner be ready?"

"Oh, you're going to eat with us?" Sophie said. "I thought you were going to stay in your room" 

"Sophi-" I said. 

"I'm joking!" She said giggling. Now I really wanted to kill her. "Dinner will be ready in five" I flashed her a fake smile and crashed onto the couch. I sat there patiently. 

"Dinner's ready!" Sophie said calling the boys downstairs. Blaise ran down the stairs and Enzo behind them. I was about to sit down in my old place, beside Enzo, but Sophie sat down there instead. 

"Okay," I mumbled. I sat down beside Blaise. "So what did you make?" 

"Honey garlic salmon," Sophie said with her snobby little smile. 

"Great" I mumbled. I said getting up from the table and walking to the kitchen. 

"Why aren't you eating?" Enzo asked. 

"Yeah, why?" Sophie said. 

"I can't eat that," I said rummaging through the shelves that Sophie had changed. "I'm allergic to salmon" 

"Oh," Sophie said. After rummaging through all the shelves, I found pickles! I took the jar upstairs and ate silently in my room. Once I was done, I decided to shower. 

~ 

I put on one of Draco's old shirts and some old sweatpants. The time on the wall clock read 10:30. Water droplets dripping onto my back from my wet hair as I tried to fall asleep. 

After trying to fall asleep for thirty minutes, I still couldn't. Instead, I went downstairs and then out the front door to find that I wasn't the only one who couldn't sleep. 

"Hi," I said sitting on the grass beside Enzo. "Can't sleep?" 

"Yeah," He said.  "How do you like it so far?" 

"Like what?" I said.  

"The Sophie welcome" Enzo said sarcastically. 

"It's been annoying" I mumbled. 

"What?" Enzo said. 

"It's been great," I said fake smiling.

"The sky's beautiful," Enzo said looking up at the stars. 

"Yeah," I said. "Do you ever feel like you want to die?"

"Sometimes" Enzo answered. "Do you remember Hazel, you, me, and Blaise used to play out here" 

"Yeah," I said. "And then once, I fell" 

"And Hazel made sure you were okay," Enzo said. I teared up a bit. 

"We lost so many people," I said. "It's been so-"

"so heartbreaking?" Enzo said. 

"Not the word I was going to use," I said chuckling. "Ready for tomorrow?"

"I don't think so," He said looking at me. "My best friends funeral" 

"And my dad's and my ex-boyfriend's," I said chuckling. "Yay," I said sarcastically. 

"You look like you're starving," Enzo said as he held my hand. 

"I am," I said. He led me to the kitchen. "What're you doing?"

"I'm going to make you and the baby something to eat," Enzo said as he pulled out a pan and food ingredients. I smiled and sat on the countertop. I watched as he made me spaghetti. 

~ 

"Thank you," I said as I took the first bite of the spaghetti. I ate and this time, he watched. Once I was done, we said good night and I finally got a good night's sleep.