Master turned Soft

(9)

Julians pov-

I wanted her. I wanted to show her the ropes to being a submissive- pun intended. I wanted to own her. I even wanted her little side. I didn't like littles but I liked her.

It had been a few days since the kiss. The questions running through my mind were driving me mad.

My phone buzzed with a text.

From PI
      Found him. In NYC. With some chick. No sign of his mother being here.
*attached image*

I wanted to kill him. His hands resting on this chicks ass and laughing in public. While Kendall is broken here.

To PI
      Good work. Payment will be transferred today. You're no longer needed.

I immediately headed to my car and headed to her place.

I knocked on the door roughly. I was nervous. I'm never nervous.

I heard the lock unlock and praised her in my head- she finally took my advice. She opened the door and smiled softly.

"Hey"

"Hey. We need to talk" I said coming in. She shut the door softly behind me.

"Okay" she bit her lip nervously.

"Let me teach you" I cut to the chase. "Let me be your first dominant." I walked forward as she walked back until her back was pressed against the door, "let me show you there's so much more than just a daddy dom."

"But I don't wanna stop being little"

"Those words never left my mouth" I caressed her cheek. "Did they?"

"But you don't like littles." She was nervous. Her cheeks were flushed and she was breathing rapidly.

"But I like you." I shrugged. "Let me train you. Show you off to all my friends. I won't hold you back. You could make friends who understand you better."

She looked up at me but didn't say anything.

"Please say something"

"No sex" she said softly, "I'm not ready. I've only ever been with Hayden."

"I'd never force you into anything you don't wanna do." I smiled. "One condition- move in with me. You wouldn't have to worry about bills."

"Julian-"

"I'm serious. We can sleep in separate rooms if you prefer. Forget about this place. And Hayden. Leave it all in the past." I cupped her cheek. "Move in."

"Okay" she whispered. "You won't like... be with anyone else right?"

I couldn't help but laugh, "no. I want you as my sub. I have a contract typed up."

"So what now?" She asked.

"Now" I leaned closer, "this"

I claimed her lips and she kissed back immediately. I pulled her into me by the small of her back, her hands finding my chest, gripping my button up I had on.

My hand slipped into her hair and firmly grasped it. She squealed slightly and I smirked, pulling away from the kiss.

"Today. I want you in my house today." I said.

"I have to pack"

"Grab your little stuff, significant stuff, and a few changes of clothes. Besides that- I'll replace everything." I shrugged.

"Okay"

***
K e n d a l l ' s   Pov

He handed me the contract and sat across the table from me.

"Read it." He handed me a pen and a highlighter. "Anything you don't understand- highlight. Anything you don't want and is a hard limit X out. Sign if you agree."

"Okay" I nodded and flipped open the page. I was clueless when I came to this part of BDSM. I only educated myself on DDLG. Mostly because that's what I related to most. That's what most intrigued me. The dom taking care of me.

Bdsm is a give and take power exchange. The Submissive- or sub- gives the dominant complete control- with exceptions and limits. The submissive gets off on the loss of control, while the dominant gets off at the gain of control.

Limits:
Limits are expressed by both parties. What they are and are not okay with. There are two categories of limits- hard and soft.
A soft limit is something the submissive or dominant is slightly uncomfortable or unfamiliar with but isn't against trying or doing this activity. A hard limit is something that the submissive and dominant is completely against and not okay with. Going against limits is abuse of power and can lead to abuse.

I read over the pages, taking in everything. Enjoying what I was reading so far.

Dynamic:
When the submissive gives the dominant the control of the relationship, in exchange the dominant gives the submissive structure. Punishments and rewards are agreed upon and given as earned.

I flipped to the next page and it read 'Julian (dominants) limits'.

Hard limits:
Knife play, blood, branding, any permanent markings, pegging
Soft limits:
Wax play

There were two lines under that.

"Write your limits. Hard on top, soft on the bottom" he said softly.

'Kendall (submissives) limits'
Hard limits:
Knife, blood, markings, branding, caning
Soft limits: I'm not sure

I flipped the pages and read the 'Rules and Expectations'

Rules:
1)  I am in charge. This will not be questioned.
2) Use honorifics unless told otherwise. (Sir)
3)  Take position anytime I request. Failure to do so will result in punishment. Failure to stay in position until released will result in two punishments.
4) In public, stay near me unless instructed otherwise.
5) never embarrass me.
6) maintain good hygiene.
7) ask to go out. Tell where, when, and with whom. And a rough time of when you will be home. If anything changes notify me immediately.

Expectations:
I expect good behavior, a positive attitude and outlook on life. I expect you to listen and understand I am doing what's best for you and teaching you so you understand what is safe and not safe. I expect you to use your safe word if you ever feel uncomfortable- even in non sexual settings. Communicate with me. Every need.

"What if I accidentally embarrass you" I asked softly. "Being new- what if I mess up in front of your friends?"

"When you're training I'll be lenient. Just don't go out of your way to embarrass me. I won't respond nicely."

I signed my name at the bottom and briefly looked at him before turning to his punishments page. I read and sighed the rest of the contract before sliding it back over to him.

"So you're okay with this?" He asked.

"I signed it didn't I?"

"Then let's begin now- lose the smart mouth"

"Okay" I blushed.

"Okay what?"

"Okay sir"

"Good." He stood up and stood next to me, his hands running through my hair. "I'm gonna wait on training you on the hard and heavy stuff, I wanna see how you are everyday. What needs tweaking Etcetera."

"So what will you be training me on" I asked.

He hummed to himself, "not sure yet."

"Good plan"

He gripped my hair and shook his head, "that mouth of yours is gonna get you in trouble."

"I'm sorry"

"What?" He looked at me.

"Sir. I'm sorry sir"

"Glad to know you can listen."