Master turned Soft

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Kendall's pov-

I stretched out on the bed and rubbed the sleep from my eyes. I grabbed my phone to check the time.

8:27am.

Too early if you ask me. I unlocked it to check my notifications.

Missed calls:
Hayden (5)

I sat up and just stared at my phone. I should tell Julian.

No you shouldn't. If he thinks Hayden is coming back then he will leave.

Yes you should. He's your dominant now. Communication is key.

No don't.

I had the mental battle in my head but decided against it. What he doesn't know can't hurt him. My finger hovered over the return call button.

I pressed the phone against my ear and sighed out.

"Ahh. Finally" he answered.

"What do you want?"

"You've vacated the house I hear." He sighed.

"Leave me alone"

"I forgot, you're playing Kinky House with Julian." He laughed.

"I don't want to hear from you anymore Hayden. You broke me. Now stop calling me."

"Did he tell you he hired a PI to follow me around the city? Sneaky little bastard too. But not sneaky enough."

"I don't care." I said before hanging up.

A private investigator. For what? To bring Hayden back and rid of me?

I got up and walked downstairs.

"Switch the Thursday meeting to Monday at 8am. That way I'll have half of Thursday and all of Friday clear." I heard Julian talking from his office. "Yeah. Push everyone back."

I knocked on the door before pushing it open.

"Call me with any issues. Mhmm bye" he said quickly then hung up. "You're up earlier than usual."

"Yeah" I nodded.

"What's wrong?"

"You.. you hired a PI on Hayden?" I asked looking at my feet.

"I did."

"To what? Bring him back? Get rid of me? I thought I was doing well. I thought you wanted me. And I-"

He cut me off with a chuckle, "come here, darling."

"Julian I'm-"

"Come here and I'll explain something to you" he cut me off again. I walked closer and he pulled me so I was standing between his thighs. "I hired that PI before anything between us was more than just friends. Not to get rid of you. Not to drag him back from New York. But because I wanted to see why he would up and leave you behind so easily. I wanted to see what was so important about New York that he left you behind. And as a matter of fact, the day you signed the contract, that morning I fired the investigator."

I just looked at my feet. Ashamed that I jumped to the conclusion so easily.

"Do you want to see what I found?" He asked. I nodded. "Sit"

I sat on his lap while he typed on his computer, pulling up and image.

"Now I'd like to know one how you found out, and two why it bugged you so much?"

"He's with another girl?" I asked looking to him.

"I'm sorry Kendall" his eyes softened. "But I would like my questions answered."

"Hayden called me. Apparently throughout the night. I called him back this morning just to see what he wanted. He knew I left his house and that you and I were together." I spoke softly, "and then he said you hired a PI. Not a very good one either."

He hummed.
"And this worried you because?"

"The way he said it. Like, like it was some big scandal." I shrugged. "I dunno"

"I'm not pleased you called him back without telling me first, and that you decided to come in, jumping to conclusions without trying to have a normal conversation." He rubbed his chin. "Go to my room, and get into punishment position."

"Yes sir"

I didn't waste time. The position was uncomfortable and I'm pretty sure that was the point, and being on the floor didn't help much.

"Good to know you can listen" he said walking in. I heard him shuffling around some. "Come here."

I got up and saw he was sitting in the chair that was placed in the corner of the room.

"Over my knees." He gave the direction clearly and I didnt hesitate to listen. "What are your safe words?"

"Green. Yellow. Red."

"What color are you right now?"

"Green sir."

His hand smacked my ass hard causing me to jump.
"You're getting ten for not telling me hayden called. And ten for jumping to conclusions. I want you to count. If you miss a number or stop counting we start at one again, or try to block my hand we start at one and add five. Clear?"

"Yes sir."

"That was one." He said before smacking my ass again.

"Two"

The more he gave me the harder it got.

"Fifteen" I struggled out. Tears were streaming down my face and my hands dug into his pants to stop them from blocking his hits.

"What's your color" he asked. I didnt answer because I wasn't sure. Hayden never spanked me this hard or this much. "Kendall, answer me."

"Yellow" I sniffled.

"Stand up. Let's talk" he said softly. I stood up slowly. "What's got you at a yellow?"

"I dunno" I cried.

"Yes you do. Come on. Im not mad. You're allowed to color out. That's the point. When you start to feel like you can't take it anymore. Or that your limits are reached, you communicate that with me." He held my hands. "But you have to tell me why."

"I've never been spanked this much before. Or this hard. It hurts bad." I cried.

"Okay. Its good you're communicating." He wiped my tears. "Let's take a break. I'm not doing this because I want to. I'm doing this to teach you. Not because I enjoy hurting you. Or making you cry. I promise I don't."

"I know"

"Anything else? Is that all the reasons you colored out?" He rubbed the back of my hands.

"Yes sir"

"Okay. Those are good reasons. I can be a lot rougher than I mean to be. I apologize. You're still training and I should've taken that into consideration before going so hard. I think you've had enough, your punishment is over. I'm proud of you. For using your colors when you felt it necessary and for taking it like a good pet."

I smiled and nodded.

"Let's put cream on your butt. Go lay on your stomach. And think of a movie you wanna watch while I go get some stuff." He stood up and kissed my head.