Master turned Soft

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Julians POV-

It made me sad. Seeing how much she was trying to fit in and was being shot down by my friend's subs.

"Of course you'll make friends baby" I pulled her closer and kissed her forehead. I wiped away the tear that went down her cheek. "Don't cry, lovely."

"I'm sorry" I rubbed her eyes.

"I'm not mad. It's makes me upset that you're so upset."

"Your friends.. they're downstairs. I don't wanna keep you" she said softly. "And I think I need a minute."

I sighed and kissed her forehead extra long before standing up.
"Come down if you need me."

"Okay sir"

I walked downstairs with a sigh.

"No luck?" Wesley asked.

"No she's having a bad night" I shook my head and sat on the couch. "Noah, Lindy, go so I can talk to your doms alone."

They made their way out and into the kitchen.

"What's wrong?" Chase asked.

"She has been so nervous to ask Lindy and Noah to do anything with her. And when she did, they said no and now she feels like they don't like her and she thinks she embarrassed me." I rubbed my forehead. "And she's crying because she just wants to make friends and thinks you guys aren't too fond of her either. Because she's new."

"Noah get in here" chase called. "Julian, man, I like Kendall. She's sweet."

"Yeah dude, she's kind. And I can tell just how much she is trying to please everyone" Wesley said.

"Yes sir" Noah came in.

"Lindy, come in too" Wesley called.

"Yes?" She came in and sat next to Wesley.

"You both really hurt Kendall's feelings" chase started. Noah looked to Lindy and chase grabbed his chin, "eyes here."

"Sorry" Noah muttered.

"She was trying to get to know you both today." Wesley said, "and you left her out. And that isn't fair."

"I didn't mean to" Noah said softly and he looked at me, "I didn't. It's just, Lindy was upset because she had to be punished before she got here and I didn't want her to think I didn't care if I went with Kendall to the kitchen."

"And I was upset because I was punished. And I didn't feel like getting up" Lindy chimed in. "I swear I didn't mean to leave her out."

"Well you both need to try harder and include her. Get to know her. She's part of our little group here now. And I think you both owe her an apology for being rude." Wesley said looking between the two.

"Yes sir" Lindy climbed on his lap.

"Yes sir" Noah said too sitting next to chase.

"Imma go talk to her." Chase got up and patted my shoulder.

K e n d a l l ' s    P o v

I wiped my face and sniffled as I braided my hair as best I could in the bathroom mirror. I was interrupted by a knock. I wiped my face more and opened the door.

"I came to check on you" chase said.

"I'm okay" I opened the door more so he could come in. "Sir said you guys were playing games or something."

"He told me you don't think any of us like you" he spoke softly. "I hope you don't think that's actually true."

My cheeks heated up in embarrassment.
"I, uh, I dunno" I shrugged.

"I think you're pretty cool. You make Julian very happy. And you are caring and kind. And Noah, Noah is shy. He isn't one to be the leader. I promise he isn't as rude as he seems" he chuckled, "he likes you too."

"I'm sorry I caused so much drama tonight" I apologized. "I didn't mean to."

"You didn't, come join us downstairs whenever you're ready." He gave me a polite smile and left. I sighed before heading down slowly.

I twisted my shirt in my hands as I made my way to the living room.

"No, hun the white card" I heard Wesley say. "Look who it is" he looked up at me. "Wanna play cards against humanity"

"No thank you. Can I watch?"

"Of course, baby" Julian said opening his arm. "Glad you joined us" he tugged me into his lap.

"Hi Kendall" Lindy waved.

"Hi" I waved back and gave her a smile.

"Kendall you should play it's funny" Noah said.

"I don't know how. I'll watch a few rounds and join in" I smiled.

"You can help me" Julian said kissing my cheek. "But first let me re-braid your hair."

"I tried my hardest" I said sitting forward some so he could have more room. He chuckled and undid it and quickly braided it again. "Thank you"

"My pleasure"

I leaned back against him, my back pressed firmly against his chest.
"Okay Julian your turn for the black card" chase said.

I watched as they played and laughed along with them.
"What's tentacle porn" I asked reading one of the placed down cards.

"You're lucky you don't know" Julian laughed with his friends.

"Tell me" I looked at him.

Chase waved me over and whispered in my ear.

"EW"

I grimaced and Julian laughed again. It was cute seeing him with his friends and having a good time.

"I'm gonna have nightmares" I shivered.

Lindy laughed, "just wait til you find out what a bukkake is."

"A what?" I asked.

She waved me over like chase did and whispered it in my ear.

"Oh my gosh" I covered my mouth.

"Stop tainting my sub with your guys grossness" Julian pulled me back down onto his lap.

I felt less lonely. A lot less.