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Nico Hülkenberg x Kevin Magnussen

This is for pierrgasly on Tumblr sorry somehow wattpad deleted the last part while loading up do sorry to anyone who read it already

Nico's POV

What was that entire you're not going to do something stupid again Hülkenberg? Yeah, that didn't really work out but still, the way Kevin had literaly forced him off the track and he had lost so many positions after that, he really hadn't been thinking straight and now back in his hotelroom here he was. Nico couldn't stop thinking about what Kevin had said. He didn't know whether or not he was disturbed, shocked or turned on that he would in fact suck Kevin Magnussens balls.

It sure was all just some weird reaction because he hadn't gotten laid in a month or so because racing was keeping him busy. Yeah, definitly no surpressed feelings. He didn't have feelings for Magnussen, so he also couldn't deny them.

He was ripped from his thoughts when his phone started ringing.

"What's up Dan?" "Mate, what was that Interview?"

He groaned involuntary, why did he even answer the goddamn phone. "I don't know, alright?! It was just the race was shit and then he stood there as if nothing happened"

"But you literally told me you think he's hot when he's angry last week what the fuck man?" "It's complicated alrigt, He ... I I don't know I just don't know man he drives me so fucking crazy and I just can't help it and then he replies these weird things and I don't know what to say and He makes my brain go all ..."

"Okay, shut up mate. You're sulking. Get your ass down here, Max and I are waiting in the lobby we're going to go to a restaurant eat and you're going to tell us all about your little not so little crush on Mister Magnussen."

He considered his options for a second before he hung up and just decided to head down. Sulking alone was definitely worse than Dan and Max teasing him. So, he quickly got up and dressed in something more casual than sweatpants and went down to find Dan and Max.

"You made it mate!" "Fuck off Dan."

"Can you two please stop. I'm hungry and I want food and if you stay around here even longer I'll go by myself." Max shot them an annoyed look, arms crossed and ready to go. "Yeah let's get going, Maxy" "I swear to fucking god Daniel if you call me Maxy one more time you're a dead man."

Yeah, this was definitely better than sulking alone, at least his friends could make him smile.

"So, how 'bout you tell us what that thing was with your loverboy" "He's not my loverboy" Nico glared at Max and Daniel sitting opposite of him. "But I don't know how it happened alright? I really don't. It's just", he grabbed his hair and sighed, "My brain just stops functioning when he's there. My head is just all fuzzy and nauseous and then he has the audacity to look this fucking good and adorable. And then I just go crazy and then I say something stupid 'cause I can't exactly tell him I love him laid out on the internet. I hate this so much."

Frustration was written all over his face and he couldn't prevent the tears prickling in his eyes. And there he went. He said it out loud no takes backs anymore.

"You really do love him, don't you?" Max asked a small sympathetic smile on his lips. "Fuck, Yeah I do"

That was easier to admit than Nico would've liked.

Kevin's POV

Why? Why did Nico always had to be so mean to him? And why did he Always respond so dumb? Not that he didn't want Nico to suck his balls he surely did, but it would never happen not at a one-night-stand and most definitely not in general.

Kevin had such a dumbfounded way of expressing his feelings it was just awful. Literally who would ever go and talk to their crush like that. "Romain? Do you think my comment in that Interview was inapprociate?"

Romain stared at him for a while before sighing.

"If you want an honest answer, yes. Nico probably shouldn't have said that either but you just should've remained professional and not bother him. He's an asshole sometimes just ignore him when he makes a stupid comment."

"But it's not that simple! He... I... It's just that I really don't know how to control my mouth around him. It's like my brain stops functioning when I see him"

Kevin got up from the small sofa in Romains drivers room, pulling at his hair.

"I don't even want to, you know how I feel about him but."

"Look Kev, it may seem ridicoulus to you, but have you ever considered just telling him. Even if it's not in person, you could write a letter or something?"

Romain slung an arm around his shoulders and an looked at him expectantly.

"I...I... Do you think that would work?"

"You'll never know if you don't try it "

"Alrigth I'll do it"

Dear Nico,

I guess this is kind of random and probably not what you expected, but I don't know how else to express my feeling without being a complete dumbass.

I really don't know how to start this. Normally I'd say 'please don't hate me after this', but you already hate me so I guess that's kind of out of quesstion. I think keeping this short would be the easiest but you at least deserve some sort of explanation.

I really don't even understand it myself, but I just think I'm very bad at expressing my feelings and I never fell for a driver before and most definitley not a man so my feelings for you kind of hit me like a truck and it was all just too overwhelming. So first of all I wat to say I'm sorry for all the dumb shit I said and just everything. I shouldn't have treated you the way I did, but I can't change it anymore, so I'll hope you'll be able to forgive me.

Second of all I feel like you giving me all those cheeky comments back and approaching me at that interview today and saying that it triggered something inside of me and I couldn't control it.

I love You.

Kevin

Nico's POV:

His jaw dropped to the fucking ground when he read the letter he had found laying Right behind his door. Someone must have pushed it through under the door.

It must be a mistake, it can't be real. Kevin didn't actually love him back did he?

Again and again Nico read the letter, not being able to wrap his head around the fact that Kevin liked him back.

His brain just shortcircut. He had to get to Kevin.

Running out of his room, he gladly still had shoes and coat on from being out with Max and Dan he stormed down into the Lobby.

"Kevin?" yeah Maybe it wasn't his best idea, but reall at this Point his brain didn't function at all so who was going to blame him when everything in his mind was Kevin.

"Excuse me is Kevin Magnussen staying here by any Chance?"

Nico hectically asked the Lady at the entrance, while she just looked at him confused.

"And you're who"

"I'm Nico Hülkenberg, F1 Driver and now give me his roomnumber for fuck sake or I will knock onto every fucking single hotelroom in this building."

Yep definitly not intelligent. Not that Nico cared.

"Uhmm Room 334"

Without even considering thanking her, Nico ran off and sprinted down the halls of the hotel. He didn't even know if he was running into the rigth direction, but found himself not caring when he finally stood infront of room 334 trying to catch his breath.

Before he could overthink the Situation he knocked on the door. Freezing for a second when Kevin actually opened it, the mans eyes growing big when he spotted Nico.

"You.. I The letter" Talking really wasn't Nico's strength.

He just pulled Kevin into his chest and desperatly pressed his lips on Kevin's.

"I love you too"