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Mick x Lando

They're extremely adorable and I love both of them and they would just be this soft, cute, cuddly couple so

And also Mick shaking his head about Lando not knowing german is an official language in Switzerland

Me: being a horny little shit

also me: Let's write asexual Mick

"I'll have to take you to Switzerland over the winterbreak with me and have you study all the languages that are spoken in switzerland."

Lando eyes get big and he slowly turn around to Mick, who just entered his hotelroom.

"Are you serious ?"

"Yes of course, if you want to. I know you have your..."

"I can always go see my family for new years and then I'm taking YOU with me"

Mick blushes slightly, but walks towards Lando to pull him into a hug.

"Does that mean I can also officially call you my boyfriend"

Lando turned incredibly shy within seconds fiddling with the hoodie he was wearing, which was actually Mick's.

The two had been flirting and going on dates for roughly three months now, but neither of them had dared to to properly ask the other.

"Yes please."

Mick's voice was extremly quiet all of a sudden and he seemed tense.

Confused Lando looked up and put a hand onto Mick's cheek, gently stroking over it with his thumb.

"What's wrong? If it's too much and you don't want me there or you don't want to meet my family yet that is completely fine you know? We don't have to change anything, I would just love to call you mine, but if you're not ready for that or you don't want it all that's fine as well just please tell me."

Now it was Lando's turn to be insecure, he never understood why Mick liked him anyway and he was so scared to loose him and he just hoped he didn't overstep any boundaries.

"No it has nothing to do with you. I really, really like you Lando. "

Mick was quick to reassure the younger one, he had learned very early in their dating journey that the other needed a lot of reassurance and love.

He just wasn't sure how to tell the other, but he also wanted to start this relationship with honesty, which he also told Lando, before he sat down on the bed.

"I promise whatever it is it won't change my mind. I'll still want to date you."

"Don't say that when you have no idea what I'm about to say."

"Okay I won't promise anything, but it will still take a lot for me to not like you anymore."

"I'm asexual"

Lando looked at him as if he expected him to say more and when he realised Mick wouldn't say anything more, he simply replied.

"That was the big thing you were so scared of telling me?"

Mick stood up from the bed again running his hads through his hair.

"You don't understand. You won't ever have sex with me like ever. I'm romantically attracted to you, not sexually. I have no Idea how to explain to you what I'm feeling and I just..."

"You don't have to explain at all if you don't want to, Mick. And I do know what asexual means, but sex doesn't matter to me. I love your hugs, I love your cuddles, your kisses, I love everything about you. I love you Mick and I don't want sex, I just want you"

Mick was left speechless, he was totally ready for Lando to get up and leave. Or tell him he will eventually come around. The honesty and desparation in Lando's eyes however told him the young brit meant every single word he just said.

Taking one big breath, Mick closed his eyes and fell down onto the bed again, letting his head rest against Lando's shoulder.

"I still want to try to explain my feelings and thoughts to you. It feels like that's the least thing i can do."

Lando didn't say anything, just ran his left hand reassuringly through Mick's hair.

"I have no idea how it is for you, but for me the desire to get sexually intimate with someone was just never there. It just, everyone around me was always talking about it, talking about masturbation and looking at revealing unrealistic pictures of some models.

I never even thought about that, I never wanted to do and I never tried it and before you tell me that I have no idea whether I like it or not then just hear me out. In every book, every article and whatever people always talk about how touching their fucking dick turns them on or gives them pleasure, but I never felt that way.

I love backrubs and cuddles and you stroking my hair, but nothing of that turns me on or gives me that kind of feeling people always described to me.

I felt like I was broken until a friend of mine told about asexuality and explained it to me and when I started to accept that there was nothing wrong with it, the fear of being abandoned was bigger that the desire to date someone, until I met you."

For some time Lando didn't say anything and the only thing keeping Mick from panicking was the hand tat was still running through his hair.

"I don't even know what to say. I'm so glad and honored you told me about how you feel. I don't think I could even be half as brave as you. I may not be able to understand how you feel, but I'm still thankfull you told me before I do something that makes you uncomfortable and if I ever should do something that makes you uncomfortable please tell me.

I want you to know that you're important to me and I won't pressure you into anything. As I said sex isn't what makes a relationship and I'm happy if I just get to fall asleep in your arms today."

"Okay yeah, I'd really love that."

Immeadiatly a wide grin spread across Lando's face and he almost jumped on Mick, thorwing him on the bed in the process so he landed on his back.

Lando was sitting on his hip and giggling and yeah that sounded more like the Lando Mick knew, but he was extremly grateful for the serious, understanding Lando as well.

His boyfriend practially layed down on him, head resting in the crook of Mick's neck, while both of his arms where thrown around Micks body.

It was a Long time ago either of them ever had such a refreshing sleep.

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Merry Christmas to all of you that are celebrating

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If there's any asexual people out there, reading this and this is not accurate at all, please let me know.

I talked to a friend of mine about it, who isn't entirely sure about the expand of her asexuality so I tried my best but yeah

Also I'm thinking about writing a part 2 with them meeting each others families.

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Can we also tlak about the fact I had an oral exam in english and we had to do an analysis of a playwright and one of the characters is called "mitch" and i kept saying Mick by accident...