Random (one) shots

Lewis hamilton x Patrik schick

Patrik is a mercedes fan and i need comfort

(Yes I know they still have one more game to play, but just ignore it)

Just an extra reminder for this one, it's called fanFICTION for a reason.

Non binary Lewis!

Pov Patrik

After all the goodbyes and "have a nice Christmas", Patrik was extremly happy to finally leave.

He loved the team and he was greatfull for all of them, but he just wanted to see his partner right now and give them a massive hug.

He hadn't been able to watch the race due to his own game, but he had watched a replay of the last lap, had read up on all the discussions about the safety car and he had seen Anthony comfort Lewis after the race.

Eventhough they facetimed each other and Patrik did everything to convince Lewis they had done everything they could and they were an amazing driver, the best ever in Patrik's opinion, it seemed like he couldn't quite get through to Lewis.

The other seemed distant, not really ready to talk and who was Patrik to blame Lewis.

As stressfull as it sounded going home to fetch his bag and leave for the airport again right away, felt like the biggest relief of the past months.

Lewis and him barely had time for each other lately and now they could finally spent the entire winter together.

Lewis having their knighitng ceremony the exact day Patrik had his last game really was something. Obviously that meant his partner couldn't come and pick him up from the airport, not that he minded.

Patrik was way too proud of Lewis to care about not being picked up from the airport. He was just happy to be able to spent Christmas with Lewis and their family and then take his partner back home to Czechia.

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When he finally landed and got his luggage, he stepped into a taxi and told the driver the address of Lewis' childhood home.

The ride there was spent in silence and except for a thank you and Patrik paying the driver, there was no conversation happening.

It was Lewis' dad who opened the door for him, greating him with a hug.

"Lewis is not home yet, but they'll be here in an hour or so. It's great to see you again Patrik."

"I'm honored to be here. I'm so happy to finally be able to spent time with Lewis again."

He was still a little insecure when it came to Lewis' family, but they were all lovely people and Patrik genuinly liked them.

"I'm certain you being here is the best surprise you could've made them. Lewis can use a hug and a lot of love right now."

Yeah that was the other part, he hadn't actually told Lewis he was coming. He knew Lewis ceremony would be on the day his last game was and just decided to surprise them.

He chatted with Lewis' dad and played memory with their niece and nephew. It was exactly that picture, Lewis came home to.

Patrik sitting on the floor in a christmas sweater and reindeer ears on his head playing memory with their niece and nephew.

It was that moment all of Lewis' strenght left them and they started crying. Patrik heard the sob and immeadiatly looked up with a worried expression. He scrambled to his feet almost tripping over some toy when he made his way over to his partner.

Patrik pulled Lewis into a tight hug, pressing the others face to his chest, murmuring sweet words of nothing in Czech to them.

Lewis was holding onto their boyfriend with a tight grip, seemingly scared that Patrik would leave, but he just held Lewis tighter, lifting them up and carrying them away from all the prying eyes.

"It hurts so much. "

The words were choked out between sobs and Patrik really wanted to cry as well. It was painfull seeing his partner hurt so badly, seeing them cry over the sport they loved so much.

"It hurts so much, knowing that I gave my everything to that sport and love that sport unconditionally and then get hit in the face with the fact that they don't care a tiny bit about me, they just care about the money and entertainment. It's not even the fact that I lost the championship it's the fact that all the years having to deal with all the racism alone and just suck it up.

Having to accept hundrets of people misgendering me every single day, because no one knows and coming out isn't really an option considering the countries we go to, having to pretend it doesn't affect me at all and still be the nice and respectfull one. I'm so tired and I'm so mentally exhausted, I just want to sleep."

Patrik did shed some tears throughout Lewis' monologue, he obviously knew all the things his partner had to go through every single day, but seeing them affected by it so much was extremly sad, because Patrik knew Lewis would do anything to make the world a better place.

"You don't have to do anything in the next few days. Don't touch your phone, don't post anything on social media. You're just going to spent christmas with me and your family and if you want to stay here in england or go to Monaco or still visit my family, whatever you want is fine and whatever you want is what we'll do."

Emphasizing his words Patrik placed a gently kiss on Lewis' head, just letting his partner rest against his chest.

"I would love to still visit your family, but I don't think I want to be in Monaco right now."

For the first time Lewis looked him in the eyes and Patrik could see all the pain and exhaustion in those brown eyes that were normally a mirrow of the beautiful smile playing on Lewis' mouth.

He gently cupped Lewis' face with one hand the other staying safe around his partner's waist. Soft lips pressed against his, still coated in salty tears, but the kiss was comforting and reassuring that Lewis wouldn't push him away, that Patrik was the person they seeked out for that comfort.

What can I say be prepared for more Lewis hurt/comfort