Pt.23- Point of no return [m]

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This chapter contains sexual content. Read at your own discretion [m].

Contrary to both of them having agreed to go to the elder's house, it never happened. Instead Kirishima drove the younger man back to his apartment complex, the two of them sitting in the car in front of the building.

A tense filled silence enveloped them as Kirishima drummed his fingers against the steering wheel, trying to find a way to phrase what he wanted to say in a manner that wouldn't be too offending. "So-

"Do you not want to have sex with me?" Yokozawa asked, cutting him off. He had a dejected look on his face as he gazed down, refusing to make eye contact.

"O-of course I want to have sex with you but I don't think now is the best time. You're going through some stuff right now and I think-

"You don't want to deal with me right now. I understand."

"That's not it at all."

"You said you wanted me to remain professional and to keep my sentiments to myself." Gray eyes finally looked up and locked onto his. "I-I'm sorry for ruining your day. You messaged me so you probably wanted to have sex and I ruined it for you."

Kirishima's brows furrowed in honest confusion and slight offense. Sure this was a no strings attatched relationship, but he cared about the others emotional wellbeing as much as he cared about whatever terms and conditions they'd agreed to. "You didn't ruin my day. It's just that I think you need to take care of yourself first before trying to-

"I understand. T-thanks for dropping me off." Yokozawa attempted to get out of the car but was taken aback by the older man leaning over and slamming the door closed.

"I told you I'm not upset, so why are you acting like it's the end of the world? Did you want to have sex with me today?"

At that, the gray eyed man blushed lightly and began sputtering. "N-no, of course not." He answered but he couldn't necessarily tell if that was the truth or a lie. He didn't hate having sex with Kirishima. In fact, he enjoyed it but whether or not he wanted to do it was a foriegn topic.

"Well then don't worry too much about it. Just...take care of yourself, ok?"

"Ok."
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After that conversation, they went two weeks without seeing each other and the younger male couldn't help but feel like he'd fucked everything up. Kirishima had specifically told him to keep his drama to himself and he couldn't even do that.

Thoughts about how much the elder probably hated him plagued his mind. Why was he like this? Why was he such an unlikable person?

Had he messed up things so badly that the curly haired man no longer wanted to sleep with him? If not, then why hadn't he at least texted him and let him know what was going on? Was he waiting for him to message first for once?

He glanced at his phone and picked it up, quickly going to his contacts and clicking on the elders. His finger hovered over the keyboard before he nervously typed out a message.

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