Fifth Harmony Imagines

A.B.H.: Comfort

Thank you guys for being so patient.

*Trigger Warning*
Depression/Anxiety. Don't read this if that harms you, okay?

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Your P.O.V.

Breathe. Breathe. Breathe.

I had to keep telling myself, or else I would stop.

Breathe.

In.

Out.

In.

Out.

Focus...

Shit. Call her. Now.

I shakily grabbed my phone, darkness clawing into my head. I could feel it, slowly digging its nails deeply into my flesh, going up. My cold fingers pressed the green phone, pushing her name.

Ally.

"Pick up, pick up..." The ringing stopped, the gentle voice flowing through my ears. Thank God.

"Baby? What's wrong?" Throat clogged, I could only choke out one word. "Please."

The line went dead, and I knew she was coming as fast as she could. Now I just had to keep breathing.

Minutes later, a disheveled Ally rammed through my door. She ran over to my curled figure in the corner, hands grabbing mine. "Hey, love." My eyes were glued to my trembling legs, thoughts screaming painfully in my head.

"Look at me. Y/N, look at me." My body was frozen. I would. Believe me. But I couldn't.

Luckily, Ally grabbed my chin, our eyes meeting. And in that moment, I could breathe again.

"A-Ally." I flung myself at her, her arms immediately wrapping around me.

"Hey, love. I'm here, okay? Right here. Always." I balled my hands into her shirt, crying quietly into her neck. Warm tears slid down my cheeks, body trembling.

I tried to make it go away. "Relax, baby. Deep breaths. There you go. I'm right here." Ally ran her hand in circles on my back, the thoughts crawling back in their caves, whispering that they'll be back later.

They couldn't hurt me now. Not when she was here.

Ally gently picked me up, lying us both on my bed. There was plenty of room. I felt lonely the nights she wasn't with me.

The bed was too big for one.

She pulled the blankets to our torso, as I cuddled into her soft body. The haze in my head thinned as we laid there in silence, until it was gone.

Sighing deeply, I ran a hand through my hair. "I'm sorry." I muttered, tears beginning to prick my eyes.

Ally shifted, in order to meet my gaze. Cupping my chin with her hands, she kissed my forehead softly. "Baby, no. No. Don't you ever apologize for this, okay? I'm here for you, no matter where I am, what I'm doing, who I'm with. You know that."

A choked sob fell from my lips, hand tightening in her shirt. "I-I know. But I feel like such a burden to you because I know that you could do so much better than me. And I don't understand why you would ever stay with a fucked up monster like me."

Ally tensed, and in one motion she was straddling me, eyes on fire. "Don't you ever say that. Ever. You hear me? You are not a fucked up monster. I love you so much, Y/N. Please don't say that about yourself. Please." I nodded weakly, nuzzling into her neck.

Ally has been there for me through everything: through my depression, my anxiety. She took me in when my parents kicked me out because of my sexuality.

I owed my life to her.

"I love you, Allycat."

"I love you too, Y/N. Don't you ever forget it."

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It's short, I know.

Leave me ideas? I wanna know what you want to see, and I'll try my best to make it happen.

I love youuuuuu