Fifth Harmony Imagines

N.K.H.: Late Nights

idk ?

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Your P.O.V.

Anger bubbled in my throat, words aching to be voiced, but couldn't. If I did, she'd probably take my shit, and kick me out.

Again.

God, I really needed to get the fuck out of this house.

Instead, though, I finished cooking, took my food, and went to my room. If I stayed any longer I would've freaked out. And that wouldn't be good for anyone.

A sigh fell from my lips as I threw myself on my bed, placing all my things on the bedside table. My eyes shut, stress making my head pound. Constant fights equaled constant headaches; never a fun time.

Picking up my phone, I saw I had a missed call from Normani. I pressed her name, holding it up to my ear. "Hey, Y/N."

I blew out some air, propping my head on my arm. "Hi, Mani. What's up?" I heard shuffling on her end, and the sound of a door closing.

"Open your window." She hung up, making me groan and stand up. I unlocked my window, pushing it up, Normani quickly slipping inside a few moments later.

Without warning, she kissed me, resting her hands on my waist. I wrapped mine around her neck, pulling her closer, sighing at the internal and external warmth she provided.

When we pulled away, I nuzzled my face into her shoulder, having her arms around me making me feel better already. "What's wrong, baby?" I shook my head, pecking her bare shoulder before pulling us to my bed.

She laid down, holding me close to her, waiting patiently for me to speak. "I'm just...I'm really fucking stressed. I have registration soon, and I don't know if I should apply for more AP classes or not. God knows I'm fucking stupid."

Laughing cynically, I took a shaky breath before continuing. "On top of that, I might get kicked out of AP English because I'm a fucking insecure piece of shit who won't speak in class. I don't even have an A, so she probably won't give me the recommendation anyway. And my mom is pissing me off to no end. I don't know what the fuck I'm supposed to do about anything." I was on the verge of tears at this point, a few slipping from my eyes.

Mani  lifted me on top of her, rubbing my back comfortingly. She let me cry for a little while, frequently kissing the top of my head. I rarely cried, and I knew she was shocked by how tense her body was.

Ever since I was little, showing my emotions to others was always a difficult thing for me. I didn't like crying at all, unless I was alone. If I did, that meant weakness, that people can take advantage of your feelings. Fuck feelings.

When my sobs reduced to sniffles, she lifted my face, wiping my tears with her thumbs. "Baby, listen to me. You are honestly one of the smartest people I've everyone met. Don't put yourself down like that. You're insanely intelligent. And about your mom, if you ever feel the need to do something, come to me. I don't care what time it is, or where I am. I'm always here for you." I broke out into sobs again, clutching onto Normani as if she would vanish into thin air.

"I l-love you."

"I love you too, princess. Get some sleep, okay? We'll figure all this shit out, I promise."

"Okay."

With another soft kiss, my girlfriend wrapped me in blankets, humming gently until I fell asleep, knowing she'd still be here when I woke.

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what even is this lol

it's real lowkey sad

sorry gang