Anidita: Mending the relationship

WORK: Part II

Bondita's POV:-

Ek pareshaani ho tum mere liye.

These words kept on ringing in my ears. I was not able to control myself and this wound was like a cherry on cake. I was very frustrated and threw the vase, kept on the table. I wanted to scream, to cry, to just go somewhere alone. I was not in my senses and was just throwing everything here and there.

I heard some footsteps and saw outside just to see chhoti patni coming near my room. I know she will again taunt me like Sampoorna maa but I am in no mood to listen anything. I don't want that feeling again. I closed the door and sat on my bed holding my head. She banged the door.

"Bondita! Darwaza kholo" She shouted but I was not willing to have a conversation with her.

"Bondita darwaza kholo main tumhare liye marham laayi hu" She again banged the door.

Marham? I smirked painfully.

Itni chot pahuchaane ke baad ab marham lagane aayi hai.

The banging stopped. I sighed and was going to sleep when she used the bhramhastra on me.

"Bondita tumhe apne pati babu ki kasam darwaza kholo. "

I quickly opened the door and again sat on my bed, frustrated.

"Bondita! Main marham laayi hu tumhare liye. "

"Vahi rakh do "

"Lekin tum laga toh lo varna bahut dard karega. "

"Aapko isse kya matlab? " I asked her rudely.

"Bondita main bas tumhari madad karna chahti hu."

"PAR MUJHE AAPKI KOI MADAD NAHI CHAHIYE" I screamed at her.

She stood there for few second and said, "Vaise maine suna hai ki Bondita koi bhi kaam kar skati hai? "

"Haan kar sakti hai! Padhai ke saath saath ghar bhi sambhal sakti hai. "

"Are waah! Ye toh bahut achhi baat hai." She said and smiled proudly.

"Par mujhe nahi lagta ki Bondita apni jeebh se apni naak ko chhu sakti hai"

"Bondita kuchh bhi kar sakti hai. " I said and tried to touch my nose with my tongue. Oh ho this nose. How much far it's from my tongue. I kept on trying and suddenly felt someone applying something on my forehead. I looked up just to find Chhoti patni applying turmeric on my wound.

I don't know why but I liked her. She never tried to hurt me and she was not even conscious in her wedding. It was pat....Barrister babu who made her unconscious. I felt a sudden pain remembering the dreadful scene.

"Bondita dard ho raha hai? " She asked me and I came back from my dreamland. I realized that I was crying and quickly wiped my tears.

"Nhi. Mujhe lagta hai ab aapko jaana chahiye. " She nodded and went from my room. I went towards window and started staring the brightest star. Maa said that baba is the most shining star in the sky. A wave of tears made it's way from my eyes. I was missing my baba. No one was with me today neither my maa nor my rakshak babu. I already lost my pati babu and birristera babu but today I lost my rakshak babu too. I thrown the vase that was kept on the table near me.

I don't like to be in this room. I am not feeling good here. I am feeling suffocated here. All the things are forcing me to remember him. I don't want to live here. But then again where will I go?