HIM (an AmazingPhil fan fiction, Phil Lester)

Glitter party

I really appreciate the support PJs hand is providing because these heels are going to kill me! I'm not even at the party yet and I've already decided I'm walking home bare foot.

Grace: "where are we actually going?" I whisper to PJ

PJ: "a youtuber friend is having a party" he smiles

Grace: "which one?"

PJ: "you make it sound like we have a load of friends" he laughs "Louise, sprinkle of glitter"

Grace: "she's so beautiful" I smile

PJ: "as are you" he smiles

I blush and concentrate on my walking, I would never live it down if I fell.

We get tired after about five minutes and Dan calls a taxi. I'm not complaining, especially not in these shoes. We all climb into the taxi, Dan infront and Chris, PJ and myself in the back. I thought it would be awkward sitting between two strangers but it's quite relaxed. Chris keeps making jokes which aren't funny but they're so bad you laugh anyway. Finally we pull up outside of a hall, I've already been told it isn't a house party but I wasn't expecting a hall to be booked. Once we're all out of the taxi I become my usual clumsy self and instantly trip on the curb. But thank heavens Dan stopped me from falling flat on my face. I flash a grateful but embarrassed smile at him and link my arm through his. We all make our way inside and it's extraordinary. It's a tall room with tables along three walls, a long bar along the other and a big clear dance floor in the middle. Dan guides me over to a table and sits me down, usually this would make me feel weak but I'm really grateful for the help in these shoes.

PJ: "what would you like to drink?" he shouts over the music

Grace: "vodka and coke please"

He nods and asks the boys then heads to the bar to get our drinks.

*a few hours later*

I thought I couldn't be worse at walking in these shoes but when you add 4 vodka and cokes, 3 mojitos and 5 shots, it's fair to say it doesn't exactly improve it. Dan has only had about six drinks so he's relievely sober compared to me. Chris is God knows where and PJ is quietly sat in the cornet drinking something out of a small glass. Suddenly I find myself looking around for Phil and then I remember he's not here. I feeling of disappointment washes over me and tears prick into my eyes. I slide off my shoes and grab my phone. Slowly I stand up and wait for the dizziness to pass before running outside. A freezing cold breeze smashes into me as I open the door. I type in Phils number and take shelter behind a wall, I press call and he answers within two rings.

Phil: "Mm-hello?" he mumbles

Grace: "Phil!"

Phil: "Grace?"

Grace: "Phil! I miss you" I sob

Phil: "Grace it's almost 2am, where are you?"

Grace: "I'm in glitter party!" I shout "she's pretty" I giggle

Phil: "how many have you had?" he scolds

Grace: "This many" I hold up a few fingers

Phil: "where's Dan?"

Grace: "oh no, Dan! Phil I don't know where Dan is! I've lost Dan!" I sob

Phil: "shh, don't worry he'll find you"

Grace: "but..."

Phil: "no buts"

Grace: "you said buts" I giggle

Phil: "yes I did" he laughs "now I want you to go home okay? Be safe, tuck yourself up in bed and I'll be home early tomorrow morning"

Grace: "Philll, can I sleep in your room? Just until you get back?" I question like a child

Phil: "of corse you can" I can almost hear the smile in his voice

Grace: "yay!! thank you, come home soon okay?" I smile and hug myself

Phil: "I will, now go find Mr Howell and get home safe"

Grace: "I will, oh and Phil..." I slur

Phil: "yes Grace" he laughs

Grace: "I love you" and i hear him gasp

Phil: "I love you too my little lion, truely" a warm feeling rushed from my heart all around my body "now get home safe and wrap up warm in my bed and when you wake up I'll be right next to you"

Grace: "okay, goodnight Phillip"

Phil: "goodnight Grace"

Just as Phil hangs up Dan walks through the door holding my shoes.

Dan: "I've been looking for you everywhere" he scolds, I smile at him and he's soon smiling back "the taxi will be here in two minutes"

Suddenly PJ appears behind him holding up a very drunken Chris. I can't help but laugh as PJ dumps Chris in a corner and walks over to us.

In moments the taxi arrives and we throw Chris in the back as PJ sits in the middle and Dan sits in the front. I climb in next to PJ and instantly fall asleep.

Next thing I know I'm being carried up the stairs of the flat and through the door. Dan? Now I know this is a dream. I laugh to myself and he looks down at me as if to ask what is so funny. I just shake my head and nussle my head into his chest. He puts me down on Phils bed and slides off my jacket. There's a brief pause before he removes anything else, I turn to find out why and there's a look of pain on his face. As he catches my gaze he moves to unzip my dress so I'm just in my underwear. He pulls one of Phils long sleeve shirts over my head and places my head on the pillow. It's times like this I'm thankful I don't wear much make up, Dan wipes the mascara and eye liner from my eyes with a wet wipe and throws it in the bin. Once he's done he stands to leave but I grab his arm.

Grace: "please, stay until I fall asleep"

He smiles and gets onto the covers next to me and let's me lay my head on his chest. Just before I fall asleep I hear a quiet sob escape his lips but it's too late, my sleepiness has taken over and I'm gone.