HIM (an AmazingPhil fan fiction, Phil Lester)

Midnight

I take a final look at myself in the mirror, i pull at the bottom of the dress unsure if it was too short. If it were down to me I would be wearing jeans but Phil brought a dress around to my flat and declared this is what I have to wear. It was a beautiful dress, on anyone other than me. It was a fitted black skater dress with a beautiful lace pattern that covered my chest. (Picture attached) I curled my hair slightly and let it fall over my shoulders, for once it actually did what I wanted it too. My make up was subtle but more than usual, I applied mascare and eyeliner as usual and added some dark eye shadow to create a smokey eye affect to match my dress. I looked better than usual but I have no confidence to actually show people, I know they won't but I feel like they will laugh at me.

Just then I heard a knock at the door, he could let himself in he had a key I guess he just wanted to be a gentleman or something. I slide on my black flats and walk down the stairs, I stand at the door for a few seconds, knowing he was the other side of the door scared me. What if he laughed, what if he doesn't want to be seen with me looking like this. I zoned out once again, horrible thoughts filling my head. Another sudden knock brings me back to reality and I slowly open the door. I see Phil standing in front of me in his dark blue shirt and a pair of black skinny jeans, I can't help but notice how blue his eyes were as we held each others gaze for a few moments. He looks down and his eyes stop on my dress, I feel my cheeks begin to heat up and my belly starts to hurt.

Phil: "you look..." My heart is racing, I'm so scared he's going to hate it "perfect!" Huh? "You look stunning, you're so beautiful grace" he smiled

Dan: "Hurry up love birds" he shouts from the car and my face becomes even more red as I look at my feet

Phil: "shall we little lion?" He asks holding out his hand for me to take, which I gladly did.

*5 minutes before midnight*

Pretty much everyone is drunk apart from me and Phil, we've had a couple of drinks but we weren't paraletic, I am fully aware of my actions. I walk outside and go and sit on a bench swing in the back garden, I don't actually know who's house I'm in but this is one of the first things we discovered and I instantly fell in love. I just look up at the stars as I hear everyone I side screaming "one minute!" I sigh and focus on two stars that are shining brighter then all the rest. I like to think that they are two lovers who, no matter what, shine brighter than all the people who hate on them. I'm lost in thought until someone sits next to me.

Phil: "I thought you'd be out here, you okay?" He asks putting his arm around me

Grace: "yeah, I'm fine" I whisper resting my head on his shoulde

Phil: "I've missed this, I've missed you" he whispers

Grace: "I missed you too"

Phil: "I'm so sorry Grace" he whispered

Grace: "for what?"

Phil: "leaving you, it broke me knowing I couldn't be there to help you when you needed me, to protect you from the world. I loved you so much Grace and the thought of you being with someone else hurt more than any physical pain possibly could, it still dose. It tore me apart being so far away from you, not knowing if I would ever see you again, hold you... Kiss you" he whispered looking me in the eyes.

"3...2...1..." Everyone chanted

Suddenly I found myself crashing my lips into Phil's as the sound of fireworkd filled the air.

AN

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happy new year beautiful, you made it another year and I'm so proud of you! Let's take on 2015 together! See you in 2015 ♥