Between Shades of Gray

XVIII

*Flashback*

"Lalisa! What the fuck are you doing with your life? This is getting out of hand!"

I opened my eyes to see Camila's mortified look. I tried to sit up but then to no avail, I couldn't. I was severely drunk. My head was spinning and I couldn't even wave my hand to greet her.

"Goddammit, Lisa!!! It had been six fucking months since your brother died! You have to fucking move on! You are alive, he is dead! You have a life!"

That made my ears rang. Bam is not dead! My brother is not dead!

My mind was still in denial when Camila grab the collar of Bam's polo shirt that I've been wearing and pulled me to stand up. She wanted me to look at her but I couldn't. My mind was elsewhere.

"Look at me, you stupid ass!" She screamed at my face. She cupped my jaw and forced me to look at her straight into her eyes.

That was the time I focused my eyes on hers since I don't have any choice.

The worried look of her face made me guilty. After Bambam's death, I shut them all out, every single one of them, even my parents. I made them all worried. I made them feel that I died too. I was so lost. My whole world crumbled down before me. He was my best best friend and I'm so lucky to be her sister at the same time.

All my life, I swore to protect him and I thought I was doing a good job.

But I was wrong.

I failed immensely.

I am a good-for-nothing sister.

I let my brother fall in love with a devil.

"Seulgi." I mumble. Tears welled against my cheeks, as I look straight to Camila.

"What? Who?" She asked confused.

"Kang Seulgi. She. Killed. Him. I'll make her pay. I'll kill her with my bare hands." I gritted my teeth. "I'll kill her. I'll kill her!"

And then I blacked out.

***

BAD GIRL LALISA RULES

RULE NUMBER 1: You gotta have fun, But baby when you're done. You gotta be the first to run.

With the help of Camila, I tried to have a meaning to my miserable life. And that means that my plan on taking revenge was already full-blown. A week ago, she seduced Seulgi's girlfriend, Irene. And of course, they already broke up because Seulgi found out that Irene cheated.

I had been stalking the she-devil for a week now, and I guess this is the time. She is alone in the bar, drinking her heart out. And I guess, that is my cue.

"Hi." I greeted. She looked at me, her eyebrows furrowed.

"Mind if I join you?" I ask flirtatiously but she shook her head.

"I'm sorry but I want to be alone." She snapped.

I smirked.

Playing hard-to-get, huh?

"A pretty girl like you doesn't deserve to be alone." I whispered seductively, leaning against her ear.

"What the-" she was ready to snap at me again when someone caught her eyes, she stopped abruptly.

"What is she doing here?" she hissed.