Between Shades of Gray

XVII

*Flashback*

My head is pounding painfully as I try to remember what happened last night. Camila and I were having our drinking session when Jennie came home, I remember persuading her to join us and then my mind went black. I was severely drunk. Seriously, how many tequila shots did I have?

Anyway, enough of that, where is Camila anyway? Did she left already?

Today is here flight and she didn't even say goodbye to me. How rude!

I furrow my eyebrows as I went straight to Jennie's room and open the door without even knocking.

"Nini! Have you seen- OH MY GOD!"

I stare at them wide-eyed. I didn't expect to witness THAT! What the hell?!

My naked cousin is currently riding my best friend's face and I was just shocked so I slam the door shut before any of them even reacts.

My heart pounded inside my chest. I close my eyes shut for several seconds. I don't understand but I feel betrayed. I feel sick. I feel jea-

NO!

Why would I feel that?

I am angry, yes! But I'm not jealous!

Wait, why would I even be angry?

God! I feel so sick. Dammit!

I let out an exasperating breath. I couldn't show Camila that I'm affected. She would know my feelings (whatever this is) and I'm not prepared for questions regarding this matter. I'm still trying to figure this out by my own. So I steady my voice and scream.

"MILA, YOU HAVE A FLIGHT TO CATCH. FINISH WHAT YOU BOTH ARE DOING FAST AND THEN WE'LL GO!"

After I said that, I went straight to my room and shut the door. I really wanted to throw up.

***

"I have to say this Lalisa, your friend is a tigress in bed." Camila laugh lightly as soon as we get inside my car.

"Oh yeah?" I said, trying to keep the mask on my face.

"I didn't know that you're attracted to her in the first place." I added.

"Well, I have to say that she really looks untouchable the first time I saw her but then you told me last night that you taught her how to become your 2.0 version so I guess, I want to see it for myself." She said and I swallow the lump in my throat.

"You seduced her or she seduced you?"

"Of course, I seduced her. Have you seen her? She's nowhere at your league. She's nowhere at OUR league. She just needs a little push to react the way I want her to react so yeah, I seduced her and oh my god, she is easy. SO SO easy to tempt." Again, she laughed mischievously that for the first time in my life, I get so irritated with her.

I mean, she is my person, she is my favorite cousin even if in reality, we're not even related by blood. But right now? I hate her guts. I bite my lip, trying to calm myself.

"Jennie doesn't have the ability to say no." I said as a matter of fact.

"Yeah, I figured that out last night. And don't get me started with her talented fingers and tongue, oh god!"

"Mila!!! I don't need to know that, okay? It's awkward for me already. She is my best friend and you're my cousin. It's just... Just awkward." I said in disgust but I made sure I don't sound angry because she would notice it for sure.