The Broken Soldier

Chapter 16

"Hold on," Loki said as he gripped onto your waist.

"Are we going to Asgard?" you ask, almost whispering.

Loki chuckles, "Of course not, Thor is there and I don't think you would be content there," he pauses, looking down into your eyes, "I'm taking you to England."

"England? Why England?" you question.

"So we can live normal lives, away from everyone and everything. Just the two of us." He smiled. He must have thought he was doing a good and kind thing and you had no idea how to make him stop. You just nod as his grip tightens, you watch Tony run out of the tower, with Pepper following him.

"Let go of her or so help me-" Tony starts but Loki interrupts him.

"Or what? Are you going to lock me in a cage?" Loki laughs sadistically - this wasn't the same Loki who told you to loosen up around the team, the Loki who you could relate too, the Loki who, in reality, wouldn't want to cause any harm to you - whether it be physical or mental.

The last thing you saw was Tony transform into his suit before a cloud of grey covered your sight. A few seconds later, you opened your eyes and you found yourself in front of a Tudor-like English country manor. You stood there in awe of the old building, it was the exact house that you draw for Loki once.

"Do you like it Darl?" Loki looked at you smiling, moving his hand down to your lower back to guide you into the house. You obviously had a plan, you would try to contact the Avengers, tell them your location so they can create a plan to get you without harming Wanda or her unborn baby.

"I- Its... a lot," you stutter as you walk into the old home.

He sighs deeply, "You don't like it, do you?"

"No I do, I do," you convince, 'Come on Y/N you have to sell this,' "It's just going to take some time to get used to that's all."

"Well, you have a walk in wardrobe, a library and extra bedrooms we can convert into anything you want," he smiles like a child that just got candy.

You smile back at him softly, this house would be perfect...if you was here with Bucky. You both take some time to get used to the luxurious house. It was truly like something out of a story book, it was a magical house that had so much potential to have a life in but you couldn't imagine it.

You sat down in the library that was filled with all of your favourite books and more, Loki has been planning this for a while. You stole a bottle of wine from the cellar, you didn't care that it was still bright outside, or that you didn't have a glass - you needed a distraction.

Loki went out to get some clothes for you both, as well as food so you had time to contact everyone at home. You changed into a knitted sweater, some black jeans and some brown ankle boots. You got some paper and a pen and started to write:

Dear Everyone,
I am safe, Loki has brought me to a house in England although I'm not sure the address or what part of England I am in. It is secluded here and the house is a Tudor-like manor. I don't know how you are going to contact me, given that you don't know my address but I will try to wrote to you as often as I can.

The signal out here is limited and there is no Wi-Fi, hence the old fashioned letter and not an email, which would have been so much easier. Loki believes that he is doing a good thing, I know deep down he would never cause me any harm or emotional abuse - he wants to keep me safe and happy.

I can imagine the anger that you are all feeling but I don't want you to worry - I have been through a lot worse, just ask Natasha she knows what to say and what not to say. Bucky, I am so sorry for leaving you but I had to leave, I have hurt innocent people because of my actions before and I wasn't going to do it again, we all have our skeletons.