Waxing Crescent (Completed)

The Alibi and the Lie

Vee Vivis

I came home to take a quick shower and immediately left for school. I was in a hurry expecting to see him in the university. He said earlier that he got class at 8. I went directly to the first year's classroom but the kid wasn't there. His friends greeted me but I hurriedly walked away avoiding them knowing an interrogation is coming.

I left Mark alone in his room this morning. He was a crying mess and wouldn't let me do anything to comfort him. He continued to reject my approach until I was left with no choice but to leave. I wanted to check on him seeing his condition earlier. He can't even walk straight, damn it! Was I too hard on him last night?

I don't know why but I don't like seeing him in tears, especially when I know too well that I was the responsible person behind it. He was crying like he was hurting really bad. It looks like it was not just his body that was hurting. There was more depth in his crying. Is something else other than his body pain bothering him? I am so worried about him that I can't think of something else.

I don't think he was hurting because of me though. Yes the body pain was my doing but his heart? It can't be. What happened between us that night was special to me. But I don't think Mark felt the same. He was supposed to sleep with that cute guy he brought to his place before I snatched him away.

Knowing that he likes my friend Bar, I assumed he likes the cute type. One that is smaller than him, one he can put his arms around with as he advances his flirting to do his famous sniff kissing. It angered me to think this image of Mark.

I get upset when I see him flirting with that boy. He belong only to me. He said I was his first. I was so thrilled to hear that. But he did what I did to him with who knows how many boys. And all those emotions he showed me when we were making love, was it only because of lust? He wanted to have sex with that boy so bad but I stopped it so he was left frustrated and aching? That's why we was so willing to do it with me despite knowing that I will be doing to him what he usually does to his other partners? He opened his legs for me just like that? And I don't believe he didn't enjoyed it. We was literally a moaning mess immersed in his own ecstasy last night.

That kid's sexual life must be so active unlike mine. I have never slept with anyone after my last break up and when I started liking Ploy. Mark's heart must be iron clad and resistant to love.  Then what am I supposed to do with these feelings?

"P Vee wait!!!" The kid Fuse tried to call out to me. He looked so confused as I ran away really fast leaving him scratching his head.

I was like this the whole morning. I tried to look for Mark but failed to see even the tip of his hair. Then I received a line message from Ploy reminding me of our lunch date. I went to the cafeteria dragging my feet. I'm not as excited as I keep on thinking of that damn kid that was crying on the floor when I left him.

But seeing Ploy raised my gloomy mood a little. Her smile and her endless chitchats helped me forget about Mark for that short period of time I spend with her. We were sitting beside each other and she grabs my arm every time she laughs. But her laughter was not as remarkable as that child's. I would give anything to hear it again.

People were looking at Ploy and me. Why do I get a little worried now? The me before meeting Mark would be grinning like an idiot when the girl I like the most gets too touchy with me infront of other people.

"Vee look!" Ploy showed me her phone. An image of us where Ploy is leaning on my shoulder smiling so sweetly while I smile myself while looking down at her was posted in facebook. It was taken from an angle as if the photographer was just sitting in front of us.

"Looks like some sweet dessert is being serve at the cafeteria right now. Cheer up VeePloy fans! The gossip from yesterday where our handsome Moon supposedly made a scene with an adorable Nong of his like some scene straight out a famous BL series was all just a misunderstanding. VeePloy is just too real!"