Waxing Crescent (Completed)

Crazy Little Thing Called Love🔞

Mark Masa

Do you ever wish you could unmeet some people in your life?

"Mark! Slow down drinking! Geez." James snatched away the bottle of beer I was pouring in my glass. I can't count the number of bottle I had cause I've been chugging down nonstop since we came into this noisy pub. Yet the alcohol and the noice failed to drown P' Vee's voice that said he loves me.

The me a week ago with whatever-you-call it relationship I had with P' Vee ignored a 100 red flags because I was so into him. The me now who is being wooed by him non stop cowers with the 3 word confession of feelings.

I never imagined to be this afraid with this crazy little thing called love. Especially if it's from a person who was equally brutal with me and broke my heart into pieces.

When I have finally made up my mind to end everything between us because I can't handle the toxicity anymore, P' Vee became like this. He is doing what he should have done weeks ago. And it's making my heart that is trying to move on, go wavering again. Ugh. I don't like this feeling at all.

"Hey! Give me that! Not drunk yet!" I grabbed the beer back from James who started scowling at me. I tried to smile sheepishly to him to look more sober. But I only made myself look foolish as James poke my forehead in his irritation.

"You are drunk! What the hell!" He almost yelled.

"P' Copter. James is bullying me nah. Make him pay." I made my self sway towards the person on my right and tried to gain my ex's sympathy. P' Copter let me put my dizzy head on his shoulder.

"Mark. This is the last bottle ok? We'll take you home after this. You are already a mess." He was rubbing my back trying to convey the sympathy I needed.

"But, but.. The night is still young. I'm still sober P!"

"Sober your mouth! You can't hardly sit up straight!" Fuse is here too? I haven't noticed. Huh!

"But I really am! I can still hear P' Vee's voice ringing in my ears! Damn it! These beers all fake!" I yelled brandishing my hands over our table knocking down some bottles. I can hear my friends cursing. P'Copter and James push me back down the couch, holding me down so that I can't make further damage.

"Is that Nong Mark Masa from the faculty of Engineering? Wow! Can't believe he turned down P'Vee like that."

"I know right! Did you see that fb live earlier? It was so cute though. Honestly I ship them hard. Haha"

"I can't believe P'Vee likes men! He and Ploy looks so good together. What a shame."

"Vee is gay? Damn!"

"But nong Mark is so cute though. I'd go after him if he truly rejects P' Vee this time."

The chaos I caused made people to notice me. I can hear them talking about me and P'Vee as if the loud noice from the music was all drowned with their gossips.

P' Vee's plan succeeded. Because of the status he posted after we were secretly filmed on fb live, people were mostly criticizing him rather than me. Most of his fans had turned against him. They blamed him for the failed relationship between him and Ploy. They mocked his sexuality and laughed at how lame he was for choosing to pursue me instead of Ploy. That he deserves to be rejected by someone like me for what he have done.

He told me he doesn't mind it. But why am I the one hurting? I have this strong urge to protect him and to tell all those people who bad mouthed him to just shut up. He did this to protect me after all. But why? Why now when I made up my mind to stay out of his life for good? He still affects my heart. But I am trying my best to control my feelings. God knows how I tried.