Waxing Crescent (Completed)

Gone

Vee Vivis

I kept my my self busy this past few days with the University Star and Moon contest. They gave me some major roles in organizing this event given that I was once a University moon myself. This helps me forget a little bit about that person.

It has been a week since that day when Mark and I had that major argument that almost robbed me of my sanity.

I was only planning to have a nice talk with him after not seeing each other for how many days. I even planned to apologize to him. But when he started talking about his swimming club, I totally forget everything I rehearsed to say.

It reminded me of Bar's story about Mark hitting on him the first time they met in the swimming club. I become upset all of a sudden and started throwing insults and accusations to the person infront me. I lost my mind. I lost my temper. Why am I always like this when I am with that kid? So freaking annoying!

Then Mark was upset himself that he almost hit me in my crotch and our argument continued until he made that deal with me.  He was looking rather coldly at me when he did that. Like I am some kind of useless thing he is about to step on.

I wasn't bothered by the picture that he threatened me with. Honestly,  I tried to snatch his phone away to take a closer look at it. It was our first couple picture, I would want it to myself too.
(plot twist everyone! 😅Sorry Mark, but this is so just Vee.🤣)

At this moment, I really don't care if it got release on social media.

What bothers me the most is Mark's feighning indifference towards me that night. He admits every insults I've thrown at him. It was suppose to hurt him but bounced back at me.

My heart was almost ripped off when he said that he may forget about me too like he have forgotten many of the people he slept with. I don't want him to forget about me. Why would he do that?

After that night, we never talk to each other again. i get to see him during breaks as his group always hangs around ours. We had a few casual conversation, those we can't avoid, so as not to let our friends worry about us. We made them believe, especially Yiwah, that Mark and I had settled everything between us already.

I tried my best to avoid him even though I was always tempted to snatch him away everytime he's in the same room with me but talks cheerfully with anyone except me. Especially when he talks while smiling adorably with Bar or Neau.

I pretended not to care most of the time that this happened but can't help from throwing glances at their direction. He talks normally with Bar as if he hasn't been rejected by him before. And Neau! Neau is more annoying than Bar! While Bar is treating Mark like a senior to his nong, Neau on the other hand is different. His actions are too obvious. He is flirting with my kid. Mine. Urgh! So annoying!

I am walking towards the music club room to check on our faculty's moon and star, Nong Fuse and Nong Primaly. I'd like to see how they doing in preparation for their talent show. The kid Fuse is good looking but I don't think he'd win against the Moon from the faculty of medicine. Who can beat Tossakan? I also learned recently that kid is Bar's special person. Can't blame my friend. That kid is really good looking. Fuse will be lucky to be on top 5 and it's all we hope for.

Primily though has a chance to win. She is half American, half Thai who looks like a living doll. She is one of the prettiest among the contestants and Yiwah believes she can bring us home the bacon this year as the University Star.

As I get closer to the music club room, I can hear the loud music coming from the inside. Blackpink's Kill this Love is playing along with the booming cheers and laughter from the people inside.