Swapping Sides

Visiting Nat

I spent a few weeks hiding and moving and was honestly getting quite bored of it all. I needed to know if my name was clear and the only way I would find that out was via Natasha. I knew what I could do. Just stroll into HQ see if she's home and stroll back out. Probably the stupidest idea I've ever had. It will be funny though especially if I get in and out without being seen, I can mock them forever about their security after that. It's not like they can hold me there anyway so even if they do see I just have to outrun them. I nodded to myself this was a brilliant idea.

I hired a driver to get me as close enough. Plenty of time for me to check all the files I had thanks to hydra on the compound. Not a lot really. Tony Stark definitely keeps his security tight but where there's people there are leaks. I was sure some of the information I had access to would be out dated by now but it'd be fine. I need to keep this self talk positive or I'm going to bottle out.

I spent a day watching people come in and out the compound. The fence surrounding it was impressive but that couldn't stop me...even if it was electric (it'll just mess up my hair). I didn't see her at all during my watch and I still didn't really know what I was doing here. When the sun had finally set I knew it was time to brave going through the wall. The only problem I was having was I had no idea what was on the other side. I pulled my hood up... all black everything made sense for this task. Miss Romanoff is right about some things.

I took a breath and pushed through the wall. No electric. Once I was inside I knew the security wasn't a major problem, they clearly didn't worry about people coming in from this angle. I knew from my blue prints the living quarters were to the east so that's where I headed. This plan is so stupid. Even if I find the living quarters how will I know which room. This wasn't the time for the doubts but they were hitting hard now. Why did I think that I, avengers most wanted, could break in and visit Natasha for no real reason than I have a stupid crush on he. Idiot.

I was in the middle of arguing with my brain when I was her. She was looking out into the grounds, I just needed to get a bit further round to see... fuck I sunk into the ground. It was meeting room. I saw enough to know that most of the team are in the building. I backed up a few steps before I rose back above the grass. I hate going under ground. I shook my head trying to clear the pressure in my ears.

New plan. They're all busy so as long as I avoid that room I can find Natasha's and wait for her there. Idiot. I'd come this far so why not finish this stupid self imposed mission. I headed for the wall of the building and for the second time that day headed through a wall into the unknown. Worst case scenario there's always underground.

My common sense kicked in just as I was about to step out of the wall. Cameras. I looked up and checked the corners of the corridors. Nothing. I began my search of the complex. It was way bigger than I expected but after a few false starts I finally found what seemed like living quarters. I kept waking through room after room. Half of them looked deserted or unused. One bedroom smelt quite nice but it wasn't Natasha's smell. Why do I know what is and isn't her smell. I was just about to give up when I found her room. It was quite plain. I looked around, no decorations, no art, no TV. It wasn't that different to the ones that looked unused the only difference was the guns I'd had pointed at me one to many times. I picked them up. Loaded. My eyes rolled, did she ever have a day off trying to shoot people. Her wardrobe was a lot more interesting than anything else in her room. How many clothes does one woman needed...how many tight clothes. I'd just started looking at her shoes when I heard the door open. Idiot. I hid in the wardrobe and waited. She was talking to someone I didn't recognise the voice but whoever it was sounded stressed about something.

"Look bring it up in the next meeting. It's not my problem right now, I've got my own missions to complete Steve." She shut the door and I could hear her walking round the room. Fuck, I knew what she was going to say before the words even left her mouth.

"What have I told you about perfume and sneaking about" she sounded amused for once. I walked through the wardrobe door half expecting there to be a gun pointed at me, but there she was sat on her bed pulling her boots off. "I thought I saw you on the grounds earlier but then I thought I'd imagined you again" the last word was almost a whisper I barely heard it.

"In my defence I wasn't trying to sneak up on you. I'd rather not get shot" I replied nodding towards the guns.
"Always have an answer don't you"
"I try" I smirked.
"What do you want anyway? I thought you deserved some time off from cat and mouse yet here you are in my room. Very brave little mouse." She finally looked at me and my stomach lurched.
"Who said I'm the mouse"
"Oh baby of course you're the mouse" she smirked. My knees felt weak, this is not what I was expecting. I was meant to be in control of this stupid plan.

Her green eyes felt like they were looking into my soul. I didn't have an answer for once.  "So? What do you want? I'm tired little mouse not all of us have been hiding at the beach for weeks"

Dammit. She knew where I'd been this whole time. " I erm, came to, erm say thanks for the heads up and I wondered if my name was in the clear yet?"
She raised an eyebrow, now I'd said it out loud I realised how stupid it was.
"And?" She asked

"Erm...I...nothing that's it." This was a disaster. She stood up and walked towards me.
"I don't think it is...use your words little mouse tell me why you came" oh shit. Why did my breathing sound so loud. She kept moving closer, I tried to step back but collided with the wardrobe door I'd just come through. Now would be the time to melt through the door and run. But nothing would work, not my brain or my mouth or my powers. In that moment I really felt like a mouse as she proved towards me. She stopped moving when she was inches away from my face.

"I think you wanted something else little mouse" I could feel her breath on my lips.
"I.."
She looked so smug, she moved her face closer again our lips were almost grazing. "Show me what you want then little mouse" she let the words hang in the air.

I couldn't take it anymore I was going to pass out. I lent forward and let my lips touch hers. Fuck, I moaned into her mouth as we began to kiss. She grabbed my hair and pulled me into her as my hands grabbed at her ass. We stayed like that for a while our tongues playing in each other's mouths. She sucked my bottom lip into her teeth and bit down, I moaned again. This was such a bad idea. She eventually pulled away and we were both panting her green eyes were on fire as they looked at me. I wanted to rip her clothes off.

"Hi" I said weakly.
"Idiot" she pushed me onto the bed.