Timeless hope

Chapter 23/ let go

I'm so happy for the boys making it.
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I get a text from ashton saying he wants to meet up later to grab a bite to eat then hang out so I said sure. As I get ready I see ashton pull in and get off his car and his mom took off I ran down stairs opening the door letting him in.

"Hey ashton, it's been awhile well a day" I said

"Hey and yeah" he said

"Let's go up stairs i need to finish getting ready" I told him.

"Okay" he said

I put on my make up and grabbed a flower covered tank top and headed to the bathroom. I put try to get it on and Ashton barged in there and almost you know screamed and was saying sorry. I hurried and put on the shirt bc he literally saw me in my bra. He walked out as I turn around to say it was okay. He pulled me towards him and cuffed my face before I can even do anything he kisses me. I pull away and said I'm dating LUKE and said was he crazy. He looked behind me and saw Luke.

"It's not what It looks like Luke" I told him

"It's exactly what it looks like. He walks in on you. And you said it was okay and you let him kiss you. Yeah totally not what it looks like right" he said

"It's not Luke. I promise don't be like this." I explained to him or tried.

"I'm so done with you right now. You too Ashton. Hitting on my girl wtf is wrong with you" he said

"Luke please calm down it was all a mistake I mean he kissed me for fuck sakes" I yelled

"No you calm down with this boys. I'm fuckin tried of your shit you bitch" he screamed.

"Luke stop I didn't kiss him. Stop it please I need you or or" I said

"Or what you'll move on bc I know you won't have much trouble at all. So just leave me alone. Lose my number. Don't text me. Don't try to come to my house" he said sternly making his point clear.

"Don't leave me" I stuttered almost pouring into tears.

"Bye july" he said with a tear .

He walked out leavening me with ashton and my tears.

"I'm so sorry july" he said as I turned around.

"You need to leave now. You fucked up everything for me. This means I can't go on tour with you guys. Thanks a lot ashton. You just need to leave. Don't text me I won't respond I'm so done" I yelled at him with tears pouring down my face.

"July but- he tried to say but I cut him off by yelling to leave and he did. He left. And I was there crying and trying to figure out how I'm going to get through this and how I'm gonna deal with myself. I wanted to talk to Hazel but she has to set up her house still and she needs to hang with her dad and she needs to start school and she's just so busy.

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It's 3:12 am and I'm still crying. Hazel,Calum,Michael and Ashton have been texting me all day and Calum came to my house and I didn't answer it. I'm guessing they just wanna see if I'm doing okay. But I'm not okay. I'll never be okay, I lost my boyfriend. My first I love you. All I wanted was Luke. If I get a call or text from him I'll be a little better. And at that moment Luke's contact popped up and I could answer or decline his call. I declined it and got up turning on the light. I grabbed my keys and bag and put shoes and clothes in it and after I did that i got my laptop and charger for it and grabbed my iphone charger too. I grabbed a soda and walked outside into the night. I got into my car and started it. I backed up slowly but then I thought. What if they track my phone or car I pull back in leaving my car in and running inside I got to my grams computer and take off the tracker for my phone and ran back to the car getting in and leaving. I sped down the road and turned left getting to the stop sign. I pulled to the side seeing if I brought my money. I got my bag and there was all my money I had been saving for me and Luke but if your running away you have to bring everything.

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Hello... It's been fuckin forever and it's bc I got my phone taken away and if you don't know what bc means it means because sorry I don't use the full word but yeah il be making a sequel to this story pretty soon so get ready oh and get ready for what's coming up in the next chapter I know yall have been waiting for it well at least I hope yall have been waiting for it so get ready 🐷😊💕