Timeless hope

chapter 63

chapter 63
I was happy and confused. I don't know why I said yes to Austin. Luke and I were just getting better we had ... sex. It was my first time and now I'm with Austin I'm not saying it's bad but it's not good. Luke will be done with me forever. I don't know what to do anymore. I felt my phone buzz in my pocket. Luke was calling.

"hello" he said as I answered the phone

"hey Luke what's up" I said trying to sound not so nervous, I think he knows about me and Austin

"hey can we talk, are you with anyone ... if you are go talk privet" he said in a serious tone as I walked outside and sat on the porch

"now I am what's up Luke" I questioned him knowing exactly what he wanted to talk about

"so you and Austin are dating huh" he asked sarcastically knowing the answer

"yes we are" I said not so nervous because I do like Austin but

"after what we did you pick someone else over me. it's always someone else. I never once went with another girl but kaley" he said sternly breathing hard

"no that's a lie you've been with lily too" I said as he knew he lied

"2 girls you went out with way more" he said yelling through the phone as if he was here, we've never fought like this before though

"I went out with only 3 including you that's not even bad being a whore is sleeping with a lot of guys and moving on that's not me I know you didn't call me that but your trying to" I said sad

"your not close to that I don't want to call you that I know your not, I'm happy for you I'm sorry for being a bitch I know your trying to have a good trip I don't want to ruin it by me being jealous. I'll still love you forever July. have a good rest of the day call me later please !" he said and begged me to call him back later

"okay Luke love you too bye" I said hanging up my phone and putting it back in my pocket and walking inside.
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"hey what's up July" Alex said as I entered Austin's room

"heyy" I said in a soft tone just wanting to nap on what me and Luke just talked about

"where were you July?" Austin questioned me

"I went outside I had to take a call it was important" I said not telling him who I was on the phone with

"oh with who" he said now looking at me in my eyes and I looked down and back up at him as he still stared waiting for my response

"Luke he wanted to know how I was and some other things" I said giving him a small smile

"oh okay" he said looking back down to his phone

"can I take a nap I'm super tired and stressed out" I asked him as he scooted over and let me squeeze in as Alex sat on the floor so we can have more space "thank you Austin" I said as he kissed my forehead. we haven't had our official first kiss yet but I don't want to rush anything at all because the relationships I have been in have sucked expect for Luke's but I want this one to go good. I heard Austin put his phone down and lay down closer to me putting his arm around me kissing my neck. he laid his head back and we fell asleep as for Alex he slept on the floor I guess we were pretty tired.
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"guys get up" I heard a familiar voice call out

"UGHHH" I groaned as I saw Austin's mom push Austin awake

"mmmmm" he said slowly opening his eyes he looked adorable with his tight curls

"wake up honey" she said patting his back

"why go away I'm tired" he said in a raspy tired voice