Chpater 48

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*tell me if I should still keep going with this whole book*
July
WAKE UP WAKE UP WAKE UP... Someone said pushing me. I'm alive? I'm so confused. It was all just a dream? I get up running to Luke's room. Luke I said knocking on the door. Come in he responded. I was in so much relief. I ran jumping on him. It was all just a dream. I was scared to death. How long did I sleep? It didn't matter as long as I didn't die or Luke. I can't believe I can have a dream like such.

"Why are you hugging me? I thought you were mad at me.. I'm confused" he said but I just wanted to kiss him. So I do.

"I want you to know I love you no matter what" I said.

"Are you okay?" He asked

"Yes. I had a bad dream that I died and than you killed your self but you wanted to before I died and there is much more but I'm still here and so are you" I said with a couple of tears.

"Oh well I'm sorry" he said hugging me.

We just laid on his bed. I felt better. I felt secure. I felt wanted. He looked at me with sad eye as if he wanted a kiss but at this moment thats all I wanted from him was a kiss. I look at him and cuff his face and kiss him. He kissed me back. I let go of the kiss and I just smiled. I run downstairs seeing kinsey and madi. But I run to Hazel and Kelsey giving them the biggest hug ever. In my dream they were so sad when they found out I was dead. They hugged me back giving me confused looks. I had a bad dream that's all I said to them both. I ran to kinsey and Madi jumping on them for hugs. Surprised. Don't be. I just feel like I shouldn't be mean just let things flow. Let it get messed up by itself. They stand there in confusion. I had this really really bad dream I tell them with fear in my eyes. They hugged me back. I knew they felt bad. Who couldn't resist a hug from me. I go over to the game room. The doors are locked. I knock. I wait a little. Calum comes to the door.

"Can I come in?" I ask

"Sure I was just trying to beat my high score on this game" he said smiling

I just fell into his arms hugging him tight.

"You okay jelly belly" he said tickling me

"Just had a bad crazy horrible dream" I said with no expression

"Oh but your okay though?" He asked

"Yesss! I'm fine just glad that I'm alive and well and so is Luke" I said

"Oh god! Your still on Luke?!" He said

"Yeah..? Why.." I asked

"He's over you. Can't you see." He said

"No" I say sternly

"If he's made a move on you its just bc of you. You can't move on.. But it's true" he said trying to comfort me but it wasn't working I was more than pissed right now.

"I don't mean it in a mean way but it's true. I'm sorry I'm the one who has to brake it to YA" he said acting as if he's the one who has it easy

"Know what IDC bc.. Me and Matt are dating anyways" I said defending myself

"Oh really .. If so call him" he said

"That's not gonna prove anything" I said

"Alright ask him to come over and relax with is I wanna see if he makes any moves on you hot stuff" he said pissing me off

"Fine! And when he does don't get all stupid and be like aaahhhh. Just shut up!" I said wanting to put more into what I said but fuck it I'm gonna ask matt out in person I'm gonna go over to his house right now.

"Okay" he said

I ended the conversation by walking up stairs to change. I put on a laced purple and black dress. And my laced white high heels. I went into the restroom fixing my makeup and hair. I left the restroom grabbing my phone and bag and car keys and headed down stairs. I walked outside getting into the car calling matt.

"Hello." Matt said through the phone

"Hey I wanna talk to you can we meet at your house" I said

"Yeah I'm in my room the doors open just come in" he said

"Okay be there in 10" I said hanging up

I took off heading over there. I was mad about what Calum was saying. How could he just say that out of nowhere. I mean I brought up Luke but he brought in why I haven't gotten over him and that he's over me, it just doesn't make any sense. I made it to the house parking in the driveway. I lock the car and go inside. I lock the door behind me. Everyone greeted me as I walked in and I headed upstairs. I knocked and matt yelled for me to come In. He gave me a wow look. He got up fixing his hair.

"Why so dressy today?" He asked with a smile plastered on his face

"Well it's all for you" I said giving a smirk.

"Really?" He said in confusion

"Yeah. I want to talk to you" I said

"Okay what is it" he asked

"I wanted to know if you wanna be my boyfriend" I said blushing.

"Yes! I want you to be my girlfriend" he said with the hugest smile on his face.

"Perfect. Just perfect" I said

He hugged me and smiling his biggest smile. I felt wanted and happy again. I was ready to move on from Luke. Or was I?

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Story is gonna end in the next 5 chapters idk of I should put anything big BC I'm gonna end it but YALL need to let me know if you want me to keep going at least a good amount to keep going but comment let me know if you like my story and if I should keep going thanks

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