Timeless hope

Chapter 26/ pals?

Calum-
I come in and sit down next to July. She grabs my hand and tells me that she's sad. I didn't know what to say. She's my pal. I tell her everything's gonna be okay. But I really don't know if everything's gonna be okay.

"Calum. Your my friends right?" She said

"Yes of course. I'm here till the very end and always will be. Nothing will change that. I love you a lot and I don't think I would be a true friend if I left in a time like this." I said to her.

"Thanks Calum. I lost Luke. And idk why. I shouldn't have kissed ashton. It just doesn't sound like me. I wish I could remember why Luke doesn't want me or love me anymore. And I fucked up big time." She said with tears coming down her face.

I got up and hugged her. Something between us was like, I can't explain but she kisses my cheek and said thanks for being here for her. I let go and sat on the bed with her. All my emotions we're everywhere. I wanted to tell her how I feel but she's my pal and I can't do this. I move away from her but she pulls my arm making me turn around and were face to face. She comes in for a kiss but I pull away and get up.

"What's wrong Calum?" She said

"You tried to kiss me. I can't do this to Luke. He's my best friend. He's heart was broken when you and ashton kissed. I was there for him and for me to turn on him makes me a bad friend." I said

"I'm sorry. I didn't mean to make you feel this way. I mean I'm confused about a lot of things right now and I just need some comfort." She said

I told her I need to leave and without anything I walked out calling Luke to pick me up and he said he'd be here in 20 minutes. I went downstairs to wait for him. I sat there and thought about what could have happened if I kissed her. I'm pretty sure I would loose Luke as a pal. I try not to cry bc I don't want Luke asking questions.

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This was a lot shorter then I expected... Sorry I'm trying to get my thoughts together but michaels gonna be having is own part soon so get ready and sorry again for it being so short it's just bc I just wrote a chapter and usually I make it short but sorry for that the next few chapters should be long and really good so hope yall like it :)