Timeless hope

Chapter 49

I couldn't really figure out was I really done with Luke. It always comes back to Luke. Why him? I just need to focus on my new boyfriend who's gonna make me feel happy again. I just don't wanna fall too hard. I'm gonna let things go slow than let it move on, on its own. Matthew sat next to me on the couch. I asked him if he wanted to come back to my place. He said sure of course and we hopped in the car and took off. We talked about a lot of things to get to know each other 10x better because we already knew everything about each other. We laughed and held hands like a couple should do. He kissed me before we got out the car. We headed to the door as I unlocked it I walked in and saw everyone in the game room. I decided to take matt upstairs with me. I changed bc my outfit was way over done I thought. I put on my galaxy hoodie and my sweats. I went Into the restroom fixing my makeup bc I put on a little to much than put a bun in and a head band and slipped on my converse and headed downstairs, matt followed behind. We went into the living room and I put on the t.v "Picture this!" Was on and it was one of my favorite movies. We sat back and cuddle up next to me but I thought it was to soon but I'm not gonna make any moves yet I'm gonna let him have control this week and next week is all me. I laughed to myself. Luke came into the room that's when I put my head under matts neck and put my arm on his stomach. Luke gave me sad eyes as if I was the bad guy. I looked at him and than looked away. Matt looked down at me and kissed me. I kinda let go of the kiss seeing Luke full on stare at me and him. He got up to go to the restroom and Luke sat on the couch super close to me. I scooted over feeling uncomfortable. Matthew is my boyfriend. Luke scooted closer leavings with no couch left to scoot over. He did it on purpose. I got up and he pulled me back down. I sat there in anger. Matt finally came out he gave me a look like lets go upstairs. I get up again heading over to matt. He grabbed my hand and we walked outside. I thought he wanted to go upstairs. Let's take a walk he said. I nodded and we walked down the street. It was so sunny and nice out. I wanted to go to the beach. Maybe later at sunset. He held my hand and we walked down the road. We stopped in the middle and he pulled me close to him and cuffed my face and kissed me. I let go seeing Hazel taking a picture. I jumped up.

"What the hell!!" I told her

"I had to sorry" she said

She caught up with us and we walked. Today seemed to kinda work out but Calum not once came out the game room when we were on the couch. I felt like he was lying but I'm happy with matt. I know it hasn't been long but I feel happy. We've known each other a long time but it's different now, we're together. I looked back seeing the house. I turned around and Hazel and matt were talking about the time I punched the shit out of madi. I just laughed. Matt asked Hazel to send the picture of us to him. She did. We walked back to the house. Matt went Into the kitchen with Hazel and I went upstairs grabbing my phone and I was tagged in something. "I want this to last, I wanna be old and say I still love you to the moon and back😽💗" I just smiled. I didn't really want anyone to know. I felt like everyone was gonna call me names for going out with matt. I've only went out with 2 people and people are gonna call me a whore. I don't deserve it. I wish someone would live in my shoes and see how hard my life really is. Luke was my first love Hazel was my first real smile and happiness and Matthew is my nothing, he GONNA be something to me soon. He means a lot to me but out of it all right now he because we haven't dated long enough. I went down stairs looking at my phone nearly falling down the stairs. Matthew giggled as I looked up wanting to punch him. I laughed going over to him in the kitchen with hazel. Matt wrapped his arms around me. He smile and I smiled. I went over to the couch to sit down BC I really wasn't in the mood. I didn't feel good. I wanted to sleep until I can't no more. My eyes drift off to the side seeing Luke come into the living room sitting down next to me. I was falling asleep, my head hit Luke's chest making me wake up so I don't fall asleep on him. Matthew looked over smiling. I got pushing him, he just laughed and pulled me into a hug. I hugged him back stealing his phone out of his pocket, he didn't even notice. He smiled at me put it was the type of smile like I'm gonna get you back. I just smiled. I looked over at kinsey coming into the room I turned around and kissed matt. I let go turning around seeing he plop down next to Luke. She would come in here. I didn't realize how hard I was staring that I saw Luke smirk and hid it. I looked away. Matthew grabbed my hand and dragged me up stairs and we plopped up on the bed laying back. Matthew laid his head on my chest. He looked up at me kissing me. I smiled after he let go.

"So we're official" he asked

"Yes why?" I said

"I saw the way you looked at Luke when kinsey sat next to him" he said

"Oh I just like her" I said

"You sure" he said

"Yes Matthew" I said

"Would you have sex with me?" He said

"Why" I ask, I was super confused we've only been dating a day and he wants to have sex already. I'm not ready. Me and Luke went out for almost a year and we never had sex.

"I don't know just a question" he said

"Oh well I think we should wait anyways" I said

He laid his head back down on my chest and sighed. Like if i said I hate You or something. My shifted off looking out the window. I felt sick.

"Will you be my date to Nash's party tomorrow night?" He asked

"Yes I would" I said smiling at him

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Omg I didn't know how to end this chapter😂 but I got in trouble the days we weren't supposed to and so they told me I can't go to the dance at school. So I told him you know what else I can't do he said what? I said cuss and he said annnnddd , and I said annndddd fuck you and this school. I'm official kicked out a week early thank you
Jesus😂😂👏 I'm a real thug if you ask me💯👋f