Timeless hope

Chapter 11/hospital

When it all went black-
I woke up in a hospital bed, 'July' the voice snapped I got up in panic... She's back.
There was beeping from this machine and food to the right of me and I was to scared and worried to eat and then Calum, Luke and Michael popped in my head I got more scared and worried I yelled for a nurse and a laddie came in with a worried look she asked what was going on I asked if Calum and Michael were in the hospital she nodded and said one is next door and the other is on a whole different hall way I asked which one was that she said Michael and that Calum was next door I said thanks and laid back down. I started to get hungry I got up but the food was pushed back by something I started to freak out 'July' I turned around and saw nothing I called for a nurse and the same one came in she said is everything alright I said yeah and asked her to pass me the food I thanked her and she left , I started to eat the nasty burger and fires and drank some sprite that was left for me and after I finished I pushed the food away and laid down in pain and feeling sorry for myself but really I should be feeling sorry for Michael and Calum I'm the one who put them in the hospital it's all my fault I'm such a horrible person I should just die 'then die' "it couldn't be" 'oh but it is' "leave me alone go away" 'no you got rid of me once this time your not' "leave you just fed off of negative energy" 'no no no bitch! Don't get all happy' she started to scream and brake things and yell and I was thinking about Luke and how happy I am with him and poof she was gone 'I'll be back' she spat out at me like an anger child wanting it's candy back. I laid down trying to put good thoughts in my mind but Calum and Michael are making me feel so depressed about the accident and I just wanted too see how they were , my grams came running in the room towards my side and said jelly your okay I was so worried and I cried I just got scared you might have left me I told her "grams don't worry I'm fine and your here now so it's okay , and do you know we're Luke is" "No jelly I'm sorry he said he should be coming later" "oh okay thanks grams I think I'm gonna take a nap bc I haven't been feeling well" "oh okay jelly I'll stay here and wait for you to wake up" "okay grams" I sat back and laid down shutting my eyes immediately falling to sleep.
I woke up and Luke was sitting next to my bed "July your awake" "hey" "your doing okay" "yeah I'm fine how's Michael and Calum" "there doing good , there worrie about you" "oh I'm worried about them are they in good condition" "yeah they didn't brake anything they just got scratches and they don't feel good but there doing okay" "okay that's good I didn't brake anything either" "that's good" Luke got up to kiss me but my dad came in "what are you doing here" "I heard that you got in an accident" "I don't want to see you leave who even let you in" "don't be like that July I came to see you to see if your alright" I yelled for a nurse saying I didn't know my own dad and she asked him to leave and he refused and the nurse had to call the police and they took him away I was happy I didn't miss him or even think about him I hated him so fuckin much, he did so much to my mom and she's dead and he didn't even come to the funeral he's a bitch he should've died not my mom and all these thoughts were running through my mind and I couldn't take it I should've died in the car accident and I couldn't do it, July you okay Luke asked yeah I'm just not feeling good I told him okay maybe you should get some more rest and I'll be back later I told him not to leave that I won't go to sleep all I wanted was him so he stayed and I asked him to join me on the bed and that we should watch movies he said okay and he ended up falling asleep. I stayed up and finished watching the movie then went to sleep to.
1hr later-
Luke was gone I was alone like usually and I was pissed off he left I told him to stay. I just felt so alone like why the fuck did he leave. I looked around the room I got up without thinking bc there were these things inside me and when I got up they got pulled off and it hurt I called a nurse and she said you'll be fine just to be carful, I went into the bathroom and washed my face and decide to take a shower it'd been 2 days since I've been in here and I needed one I went out the restroom to see if my grams brought clothes and she did, she brought me my favorite sweats and this long sleeve holister shirt I took it into the bathroom and I started the shower I hopped in and I felt better and it was relaxing I could stay in here forever I was in the shower for at least an hour I got out and put on my sweats and my long sleeve and put my hair up, I walked out the bathroom and I saw Luke sitting on the bed "hey July" "hi Luke" "you look better" "yeah and feel better too, but I wanna see Michael and Calum now I called for a nurse and she said it was okay that I look better that I could see them I went to Calum first since he was right next door he was laying on the bed and he looked pretty bad "hey Calum" "July thank god your okay" "yeah Im totally fine, how are you?" "Feeling better" "that's good maybe you should take a shower" "okay" "here I'll help you up" I grabbed his hands and held them to the bathroom and he sat on the toilet I got his clothes and I started the shower for him I got him off the toilet and I asked him if he can handle the rest he said yeah and I closed the door behind me, now time to check on Michael, before I could leave I heard Calum scream my name "July!" "I'm coming" I opened the door and he was on the floor" (yes he was still dressed) I helped him up "how did you even fall Calum" "I was putting my leg in and I lost all feeling in the leg and fell" "okay maybe you should take a bath, do you have underwear on" "duh I do" "okay take off your rob thingy and you'll take a bath with your underwear if I'm gonna be in here helping you" "okay fine" I helped him take off the rob shit and also helped him into the tub "I'm gonna go see Michael I'll be back in 10 to check on you" "okay thanks July" he reached out for a hug so I hugged him and said be careful and walked out closing the door behind me I enter his room I'm in and went out the other door and walked in the other hall and it had his name right on the sign thing I opened the door seeing him on the bed about to get up "hey Michael you look good" "yeah and I feel good too,how are you?" "Fine a little sore but I'm feeling better" "that's good, how's Calum?" "Not that good but he's getting there" "oh well I was just going to see him" "oh he is in the shower" "oh well I'm hungry but not for this crap hospital food" "maybe we can ask Luke to bring food for us" "okay" "I need to go back to my room to see if my phone survived" "ha okay" Michael and I walked back to my room and there was a totally different phone it was the same but mine had a crack in it there was a note "sorry for making you text and drive -Luke" "Michael, Luke thinks it's his fault the accident happened" "really?" "Yeah he left a note with the new phone and said sorry for making you text and drive" "oh god text him" my phone had all the stuff on it like it did last time and all my messages thank god.

Me- hey are you okay?

Luke- yeah why?

Me- you left a note on my new phone!

Luke- oh yeah it was all my fault this happened.

Me- you know I wasn't texting a driving right... I was still in your drive way then I left pissed off.

Luke- oh but don't blame it on yourself either July.

Me- but I was mad at you and I lost control.

Luke- I'll meet you at the hospital

Me- okay..

I put my phone away and just laid down on my bed I started not to feel good again I felt all the pain come back it felt like I had fallen into this pain of stress and I passed out it just all went black, I couldn't move or feel anything it was something bc I was doing fine something did this to me and the pain of even thinking about her made me wanna die to know she's in my presents made my stomach turn into a bowl of butter flys and I could die at the thought. If I even thought about be depressed,or wanting to die or even her she would come and she's here I could feel this cold breeze and its passing by slow and its thick too, I was just waiting for her first words 'july' she knows that I know she's in here and she just wants to creep me out and get me scared and to blame the accident on me but that car came out of nowhere and I can't let her get to me if I do she'll feed off of that and come and toucher me and maybe she won't go away this time. I needed to stop thinking about her she's practically controlling me and she's feeding off of that she can do anything and I can't let her. "July, July" "whattt" "are you okay?" "Yeah fine just into my thoughts and we should check on Calum" "okay let's go" I grabbed my phone walking out and we didn't see Calum on his bed but in the tub passes out cold. "Bro wtf" Michael almost screamed "let's just get him out" "okay July you grab his head and I got his legs" "okay" I reached for his head and Michael reached for his legs and we were holding him we walked out the bathroom and set him on his bed we yelled for a nurse and she said we'll have a doctor in here as fast as possible, the doctor came in and checked Calum and he was fine that he fell asleep in the water to watch next time or that he'll have a nurse watch him we said okay and he also said Calum will be coughing water up when he awakes to make sure he calms himself and to make sure he stays safe and okay. Michael said he wasn't really feeling it that he's gonna go lay in his room and left, I sat there with Calum worried, I felt my phone buzz and so I pulled it out.

Luke- can't make it to the hospital parent drama.

Me- what Calum almost died!

Luke-what happened ?!!

Me-forget it , it's to much to explain on text anyways !

Luke- don't be like that, I'll be there later tonight. Okay

Me- whatever bring me some good food.

Luke- lol I will, love u

Me-love you too

I put my phone away and just sat in the chair I honestly didn't know how long he was gonna be out but at least he's alive. I sat back in the chair thinking about life and without me in it, and I just wish I died in the accident but I need to get my mind off of this depressing shit and just take a nap to calm me down and to relax me and take all the stress away for awhile.

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