Duskwood Jake x OC

Ranting

Hey guys I know it has been a hot minute since I last posted a part and I'm sorry for this but my life has been quite crazy as of late. To be honest I'm only posting this because I need to get some things off my chest, for I've been having a really rough day. To start of I didn't get much sleep last night so that really help me be in a overall good mood, then all day today I've been trying to get some of my friends to play some games with me only for them to say they are busy our bluntly saying no to me. So all that really put me is a fairly upset mood for a god while thing is I merely just wanted to play some games with friends but I guess that wasn't something that was going to happen at all it seems. What I don't understand is that I'm always there for my friends when they need someone to talk to or stuff like that and I always check up on them but when it comes to do the same no one ever does...it makes me wonder why do I even have friends if they don't check up on me at least once in a while like is that to much to ask for? I feel like it ain't fair to me when I go above the expectations of a normal person and yet people I call my friends don't even try to make an effort on things like am I a waste of time do I not matter? Or am I really their friend? These are just a few questions that go through my head on a daily, it's just sad that no one is truly there for me as a friend. Well I've ranted enough you all most likely don't want to even know my problems but that's okay I understand it's just human nature but if there is anyone who really cares then hit me up I guess and I don't mind talking with you all I just hope you all can at least have some compassion to take into account of how I'm truly doing. Well that's all for today until next time. ~night