Playing God (Sukuna x Reader)

Chapter 20

Tired eyes opened slowly. Her body felt like she was paralysed, she couldn't move to sit up properly due to what happened the previous night. The pain was mostly in between her legs, she knew that she was not going to be able to walk properly for the next few days. Although this feeling was not new to her, there was another pain that overtook her body, it wasn't physical like a bruise on her now tainted skin, but something arose deep inside her.

Possibly, this feeling may be arising guilt. After the satisfying pleasure, all that was left behind were scrapes of regret and shame. She felt like a whore, a slut for him, that was far from what she wanted to be, but that was what she currently was. Y/N doesn't deny the fact that she was enjoying the action, but the more aware she was about the situation the more she wanted to deny what happened. What was she doing with her life? This was not supposed to happen. Right now, she was turned away from him, her bare back was all he would have seen. Was he awake? She couldn't tell. It was hard to understand this man beside her.

A deep sigh released from her mouth, an upsetting one. This action seemed to wake the King of Curses, as she could hear his grunts and feel the bed sheets moving. He was going to wake up, but she couldn't go anywhere. She was stuck and in pain, and she does not want to give him the pleasure of her begging to be helped up. She too also had pride, but what she complied to him last night broke her physically and mentally. Her moderate pride came crashing down as she remembers how much she obeyed him and let him do as he pleased with her. How embarrassing.

She snapped out of her thoughts, she could feel him coming closer to her body. Heat radiated off his hard chest. Somehow, it was a comfortable feeling. Sukuna's arm lifted over her body and pulled her into a tight embrace. How out of character for him. Normally he would just get up and leave after having this type of night with a random woman. But she was not a random woman, she was his woman, the contract between them states that, but of course she doesn't know about that.

Y/N didn't know what to do, she felt awkward in his embrace, but Sukuna didn't seem to currently care about her feelings. It was odd that he was tired from what happened last night, do curses even get tired? Especially after all that pleasure? This was an intriguing question she won't get the answer to.

Sukuna let out a loud yawn, this triggered Y/N to mimic his movements. Sukuna saw this and found it adorable. There were small tear drops at the side of her eyes when she yawned, he found them very attractive, he also had the urge to swoop down and taste them. He became curious, he wanted to know what her tears taste like.

His lips grazed the side of her cheek and slowly crawled up to the corner of her eyes. Sukuna poked out a bit of his tongue and liked the tear away. As expected, they were salty. What else could a tear taste like? Tears naturally were salty, so why did he want to know what tears tasted? There was only one simple answer to that question. Sukuna wanted to do that because it was her tears. No other explanation was needed. As confusing as it may seem, there was no particular reason on why he would do that.

Her face remained unfazed and Sukuna was disappointed not to get a reaction from her, instead, her gaze and attention was headed elsewhere, she was looking straight ahead for some odd reason. He didn't understand what was interesting about looking over there, all there was were her drawers. There was nothing more to it, at least that's what he thought.

His body could feel a heartbeat, her heartbeat. Each pang of her heart gave him the sensation of calmness. He liked it a lot. Sukuna would personally rip her heart out and lock it up while having it still beating. It was a weird thought that no human being would think of, but he wasn't human nor was he 'normal'. Both can agree that Y/N was also just as different as he was.

Y/N's emotionless state is pushing him slightly. She was far too out to notice his annoyance. The direction she was facing seems really important to her. But he didn't care, at least that's what he would like to think. He was curious in her current mindset. What could she be thinking? Would she snap out of her state if he moved towards it? That was one way of obtaining a reaction. He honestly couldn't care less about what was over there, but he was becoming bored of this, so he had to go over.