Is It Worth It? - Silver (OC) x Catradora{She-ra Behind the scenes}

Thaymor

The lights came on in my private room, i bounded out of my sheets and proceeded to begin putting on my gear for the day. I let out a long sigh as i looked at myself in the mirror then i washed my face and dried it. ' She knows now, and i can't do anything about it, with the little she knows me she probably hates me now, not that she didn't already hate me. I'm pretty sure Shadow Weaver knows about it as well.' I paused while i was brushing my teeth. ' Shadow Weaver probably knows..'
I started hyperventilating, if she knows.......she could.....k-
" Sil?? Silver?! Silver?! Silver Talk to me!!" A familiar voice echoed through the air. The fog started clearing out after a while and i noticed I was on the ground crying my eyes out. " Silver, please talk to me." I remembered who the voice belonged to, Scorpia. She had me in a careful embrace and was trying to get me to respond.
" Hey, I uh,....i think i'm good." I said barely a whisper.
" You sure??" I only nodded in response. She helped me up and i washed my face etc.

" You haven't had one of those in years, what happened? Silver are you sure you're okay?" Scorpia asked and i looked into the mirror bracing myself on the sink. I took in a deep breath and held it for a few seconds.
" The same thing." I responded as i exhaled not really deciding to go into details.
" Shadow Weaver or the consequences of having those crushes you told me about??"
" Both relate to each other it seems." Honestly they did both relate, i remembered what happened after they found me back, red shocks of magic jumping all over my skin beneath my fur, and Shadow Weaver promised far worse for fraternizing with them, i knew that she was more than capable of doing worse but i didn't want to be anywhere near her magic.

I grabbed my pin and stopped by the door, something felt....off. " Scorpia? Have you seen Adora lately?" I slowly turned half of my body. " No i haven't we just think she went for an early morning run to get the pressure off of her shoulders or something, today's a big day for her after all." Scorpia put her hands on her hips and smiled. I hummed finding it a bit suspicious. I decided to check up on Catra, because this gut feeling wasn't going away. I sighed....again. " Scorpia, i'm gonna go check on someone, if something happens, i just want you to know you're a great friend." we hugged rather tightly then separated in the halls. She went to check up on her sector and i headed to Adora's sector.

I caught her scent close to the barracks but no Catra, i tried to track Catra as far as i could but for some reason the halls were getting all too familiar. ' Shadow Weaver.' I gulped and stayed close to the door, I heard muffles, and one was definitely Catra.
" For the last time, where, is, Adora?!" Shadow Weaver demanded.
" For the last time, I don't know. You think i keep her on a leash?" Catra retorted.
" I know you're lying. You two are close. She would never depart without telling you." Shadow Weaver really was not gonna get an answer out of Catra.
" Then i guess she let us both down, huh?" Wait-she didn't come back last night?!
" Have it your way. I already know where she is." I gasped silently. " We've been tracking her"
" Uh then why did you ask me? Because you are going to bring her back." Shadow Weaver stated a matter of factly.
" I don't think so." Then there was a muffled whirring sound before, no no NO. Catra grunted trying to get out of Shadow Weaver's magic hold.
" Your insolence will not protect her. You will do as i ask." Shadow Weaver taunted.
" Oh, yeah? Or What?" Catra spat, she really has to control her sassiness.
" Or you will suffer the consequences in her place." Shadow Weaver finally let Catra go and the door opened. As soon as she exited she looked around and listened, just before dropping to her knees. Her ears twitched telling me she was hearing something, possibly my heartbeat because of how loud i was hearing it at the moment.

" Silver." She tried for her voice to remain calm, but i can hear the shakiness in it. " Catra?" I went down on all fours just to be on high alert, incase Shadow Weaver came out at any moment, or incase Catra struck out. " come." She grabbed my wrist and started pulling me along the halls, until she shoved me into a closet making sure we were alone. And as usual, my heartrate seemed to skyrocket.
" Did you enjoy the show?!" She growled at me. I was taken aback by the sudden aggression, i almost didn't know how to respond.
" What? no. It's not-" She cut me off and pinned me against the wall, lifting me off the floor.
" I told you to stay away from her and you go to sleep with her scent all over you?!" Her eyes were bloodshot, she's on the verge of tears. I chose to remain silent. i really hadn't thought about changing my clothes before going to bed as soon as i went back to my room i passed out. Instead something remains in my mind, ' we've been tracking her.' Do they track the badges?!