Is It Worth It? - Silver (OC) x Catradora{She-ra Behind the scenes}

Gone?

[Catra's POV]
I've been crying...yes I've been crying, don't judge me! I've been going back and forth by the infirmary checking on Silver as often as I could, it's been hours and she hasn't woken up yet. Hordak practically attempted to break every bone in her body for reasons I don't know. 

Though I must admit, after that little talk with Scorpia on the roof, while I waited for her was a tiny bit frustrating, though I never told her why I really keep Shadow Weaver around. When I came back I heard Hordak telling someone to carry her to the infirmary and he mentioned something about Beast Island again. That entire conversation made me realize, Silver did something and she never told me. I was entirely out of the picture and confused. 

My Silver..to Beast Island...Fuck I was crying again....

I sighed, wiping my eyes and decided I that should go interrogate Shadow Weaver to calm my nerves down. 

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"Pack your bags! You're going to Beast Island. Oh that's right. You don't even have anything." I said waltzing into the cell. Shadow Weaver barely bothered with me. 

"When?" She simply said. My eyes widened slightly, "Don't you care? It's a death sentence. What don't you get about that? You're a goner unless you can give me a reason good enough to convince Hordak you're worth keeping around." Shadow Weaver looked away. "Don't you have anything to say? Just give me something!" I pleaded.

"I've given everything I have to the Horde." 

"You really are useless. You are getting what you deserve." I raised my voice and started walking away. "Though, it seems as though you might have a buddy to go along with you." My voice cracked. 

"Wait." I stopped as she spoke.

"Take pity on an old, powerless woman. I know my days here are numbered. I want to see my old Sorcerer's Guild badge one last time. It must be among my things. Bring it to me. It's the last thing I will ever ask of you."

"You don't get to ask things of me anymore."

"Who is this buddy you mentioned?" She asked one last time. I felt my eyes tear up, I reached up to wipe it away masking it with smoothening my hair. "It's...Silver." I said before walking away. 

Later that night I went back, snuck a little something in her dinner too. I just...I brought Silver with me as well, she was still unconscious but it was better If I left them together. She seemed fine with it the first few months anyway. I had to be gravely gentle with her. I kind of wondered if I was making the right decision removing her from the infirmary but...it was only fair that I left her somewhere surrounded by someone at least familiar to her.

"So, have you come up with anything to save your skin?" I said placing down Silver gently, Shadow Weaver looking on. 
"You know I haven't." She responded. I made sure Silver was in a comfortable position and gave a kiss at her ear. 

"Ugh the lovey-dovey stuff is gonna kill me before Beast Island I swear." Shadow Weaver groaned and I rolled my eyes. I went back out the door for the tray I had left waiting. Yeah it's hard getting someone to help you around here. I brought it to her and dropped it. 

Shadow Weaver spoke up, "Why do you insist on delivering my meals yourself? Surely, you have more important things to do. I mean besides coming for Silver, that is." 

I smirked. " I guess I just like seeing you in shackles." I spun on my heels and folded my arms, leaning on the wall.
"We both know that's not the only reason. What do you want from me, Catra?" She stated. 

"Why...?" I sighed, leaning on my left shoulder to face her. I looked to Silver, and looked to the floor. "Why did you treat me the way you did? Treat us? Why were we never good enough for you? Really, I wanna know. If Silver was awake, she'd wanna know too." My voice cracked. Shadow Weaver looked to the floor.