Lust and Wrath

Chapter 34

Scott's Point of View-

As we walked out of the back of the school, we treaded down the steps. The entire walk was quite silent, and I don't think either of us had any idea of what we wanted to say to each other. It was like we wanted to pound each other with a thousand questions, and at the same time we didn't, we couldn't. The air was filled with much tension, so it made me very nervous.

I was surprised when I turned around, because the secret bathroom door was still open, and I saw Brianna sitting down on the grass with her phone. She looked up at us when she saw us walk out, and we both turned our heads towards her. She had a concerned look on her face when she saw how Daniel looked, and then she darted her eyes towards me. Slowly, she motioned her eyes back towards her phone, ignoring the both of us, and we kept on walking to my car. When we got there, I unlocked the door for him, and he got in the passenger's seat, and I got in the driver's seat. We both put on our seatbelts, and pulled out of the school parking lot, onto the road.

I felt bad about leaving Nico there, and even more horrible about just taking Daniel away from his mom, but he's my boyfriend, and I had to do this for him. If we stayed in that office any longer, things could've gotten nasty. As we drove in the silent night, I saw him leaning out of the car, staring out at the blank street. I felt a bit worried, so I thought this was the time to speak.

"So, your house?" I asked casually.

"No, take me to your house."

I let out a small gasp, but kept my focus on the street. "What, why my house?" I asked.

"Because I don't want to go back to my house, I'd rather spend the night at yours, is that okay?" He asked sternly, expecting my answer to be a yes.

"Yeah... That's fine," I replied. I felt a little happy knowing that he wanted to spend the night with me, but all of that eagerness washed away when I realized that he still had a reason to be mad at me. He saw me cheat on him in front of Brianna, so I'm not even sure how he feels about me right now. The rest of the long car ride was silent, and at the end, we pulled up at my house. I saw that he was staring at his house from across the street, grimly, and I felt really bad. I parked my car right beside my dad's car, and I sort of hoped that he would be asleep by now.

I decided to leave all the stuff we had packed in the car, I'd handle it tomorrow. He was shivering when he stepped out, so I took off my jacket and covered it around him, providing some warmth for him. We went to the entrance of the front door, and I unlocked it with my keys, stepping inside quietly. The small house was dark, and I didn't see my dad anywhere in sight, which meant he was still sleeping thankfully. I closed the door behind him as he stepped inside, and led him to my room, and closed that door as well.

I flipped on the lights hastily, and went to go sit down on my bed. He stood there still at the door, eyeing me with an unknown expression. "So, you're going to spend the night here?" I asked, wanting to reassure.

"That's what I said, didn't I?" He suddenly snapped back, going to the other side of my bed to sit down. He angrily tossed the jacket back to me, and I let out an unfortunate sigh. I grumbily stood up, and went to go hang it up in my closet before coming back and sitting down to face him.

"Daniel, I'm sorry."

"Sorry for what?"

"... Cheating on you with Brianna."

"Oh, so you do it?"

"Daniel, come on, you know I didn't mean it!" I shouted, gripping the sheets tightly. I started to see the tears falling down his cheeks. Shit.

"But, you did do it. Whatever you did, you did it with her! Why? I thought you hated her, why would you go and cheat on me with her? I was coming back to the school to forgive you for punching me, but then I turned around and see you do this!" He has both of his arms held out towards me.

"And to top it all off, I find out that my mum erased mine, no, both of our memories, just so you and I would forget that we ever knew eachother! How perfect is that for a Thursday night?!" He cried, tears falling down violently.

I crawled on the sheets towards him, until I was next to him.

"Go away!" He shouted.

I ignored him, and stared at him deeply. I felt terrible for what I did, and I needed to make it up to him. I put both of my hands on his back and pulled him in for a tight hug, while he cried on my shoulder. "Stop it, let me go," he cried out again. He tried pushing me back, but he was weak and I didn't budge.

"No," I replied seldomly.

"W-Why?" He asked softly, continuing to cry.

"I'm going to hold you here, as long as it takes, until you believe me." Taking a deep sigh, I said, "I have no feelings for Brianna, I only have feelings for you, and I love you." He stopped crying for a moment, his cries replaced by a short gasp. He beat my back repeatedly with his tiny fists like a baby on a tantrum, still crying. I had fear that my dad would wake up, but I didn't care. My sole thoughts were placed on him right now.

"S-Scott, you're a jerk, a big jerk! I don't know why you would do that to me, and why you're doing this now. Do you really even like me, or are you just lying to me?!"

"Daniel," I shouted above his voice, making the hug even tighter. "I don't like you, i love you, and you mean the world to me. Honestly, I don't know how we ended up meeting eachother again in America, but don't you think that means something? Even after all the bullshit we wen't through, don't you think we're like, destined to be soulmates?"

I said it as if our love were written in the stars. His cries slowly stopped, and I started rocking him. It became quiet after a while after he thought about my question towards him.

"You... You have a point," he mumbled, looking down. My shirt was soaked with tears right now, but I didn't care.

"I'm sorry Daniel, I never meant to cheat on you. You, you know that I have my flaws, I have my lust that takes over whenever I'm filled anger. I can't help it, and it felt like it was taking control of my life, but when I met you, all of that was erased. It was like I was beginning to live a normal life, not one where I'd just go have sex with anyone and everyone just to try to get a little fun out of life. I know it's more than that now, and you've taught me that."

"I don't think we can live without eachother, we both need eachother, don't you think?" I asked.

After a few seconds, he pushed me away when I let my guard down, but he didn't move at all. He kept his gaze focused on me. His eyes were droopy, and I could see the trails of previous tears that had fallen down from them. His face was blank as he stared at mine. "You're right," he said.

I immediately got off of the bed, and went to go turn off the lights. He was confused as I walked back towards him, and he was totally unaware of what I was about to do.

That's when I pulled him in for a kiss, our lips met. Initially he didn't want to do it, but I wrapped my arms around his back making him stay. I tugged at his bottom lip, asking for entrance, and he eventually obliged. Our tongues met eachother heatedly as the kiss turned into a most attractive one. We could both feel our hot breaths hitting eachother as we rubbed eachother's hands over one another in the dark.

I slid back to the headboard of the bed, with him still in my arms. I pulled the sheets down to my waist, until we were under, and then I gently placed him down on the side of me, and bent down to pull the sheets over us. After I pulled away from the kiss, I turned him around and put myself in a position to where I was spooning him, and it all seemed so perfect.

For a moment, it was silent, and we didn't say anything.

"You cry alot," I whispered behind his neck.

"Shut up," he replied, giggling a little.

"It's cute," I replied, rubbing his stomach a little. Within seconds, I felt him stop, and his breathing slowed down until I determined that he was sleeping. He falls asleep that fast, wow.

I let out a caring smile, before I fell asleep as well, holding my soulmate.