It's been a couple weeks since that night with Bucky.
We ended up actually falling asleep there and when I woke up Tony found us and he blew up and told me I wasn't allowed to be with him alone like he had told me. He screamed at Bucky and told him that he wasn't allowed to talk to me or be near me.
Since then he's been in the infirmary for most of the part while Shuri and the Dora Milaje continue to help him. I have tried to go and see him but they never let me so I just gave up for now.
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𝐼 ℎ𝑎𝑣𝑒𝑛'𝑡 𝑠𝑒𝑒𝑛 𝑜𝑟 ℎ𝑒𝑎𝑟𝑑 𝑜𝑓 𝐵𝑢𝑐𝑘𝑦 𝑖𝑛 𝑎 𝑤ℎ𝑖𝑙𝑒 𝑠𝑜 𝐼 𝑑𝑒𝑐𝑖𝑑𝑒𝑑 𝑡𝑜 𝑔𝑜 𝑑𝑜𝑤𝑛 𝑖𝑛𝑡𝑜 𝑡ℎ𝑒 𝑖𝑛𝑓𝑖𝑟𝑚𝑎𝑟𝑦 𝑡𝑜 𝑠𝑒𝑒 ℎ𝑖𝑚.
𝐴𝑠 𝐼 𝑚𝑎𝑑𝑒 𝑚𝑦 𝑤𝑎𝑦 𝐼 𝑠𝑡𝑎𝑟𝑡𝑒𝑑 𝑟𝑒𝑔𝑟𝑒𝑡𝑡𝑖𝑛𝑔 ℎ𝑒𝑎𝑑𝑖𝑛𝑔 𝑑𝑜𝑤𝑛, 𝐼 𝑚𝑒𝑎𝑛 𝑖𝑡'𝑠 𝑛𝑜𝑡 𝑙𝑖𝑘𝑒 ℎ𝑒 𝑤𝑎𝑠 𝑚𝑎𝑘𝑖𝑛𝑔 𝑎𝑛 𝑒𝑓𝑓𝑜𝑟𝑡 𝑡𝑜 𝑠𝑒𝑒 𝑚𝑒 𝑒𝑖𝑡ℎ𝑒𝑟. 𝐼 𝑤𝑎𝑠 𝑔𝑜𝑖𝑛𝑔 𝑡𝑜 𝑡𝑢𝑟𝑛 𝑏𝑎𝑐𝑘 𝑎𝑟𝑜𝑢𝑛𝑑 𝑎𝑛𝑑 𝑙𝑒𝑎𝑣𝑒 𝑢𝑛𝑡𝑖𝑙 𝐼 ℎ𝑒𝑎𝑟𝑑 𝑠𝑐𝑟𝑒𝑎𝑚𝑠 𝑓𝑟𝑜𝑚 ℎ𝑖𝑚 𝑐𝑜𝑚𝑖𝑛𝑔 𝑓𝑟𝑜𝑚 𝑡ℎ𝑒 𝑖𝑛𝑓𝑖𝑟𝑚𝑎𝑟𝑦. 𝐼 𝑡𝑢𝑟𝑛𝑒𝑑 𝑚𝑦 ℎ𝑒𝑎𝑙 𝑎𝑛𝑑 𝑠𝑡𝑎𝑟𝑡𝑖𝑛𝑔 𝑠𝑝𝑟𝑖𝑛𝑡𝑖𝑛𝑔 𝑡𝑜 𝑡ℎ𝑒 𝑤𝑎𝑦 ℎ𝑒 𝑤𝑎𝑠 𝑢𝑛𝑡𝑖𝑙 𝐼 𝑟𝑎𝑛 𝑖𝑛𝑡𝑜 𝑆ℎ𝑢𝑟𝑖.
"𝑂ℎ- 𝑀𝑖𝑠𝑠 𝐽𝑎𝑛𝑒 𝑖𝑚 𝑠𝑜𝑟𝑟𝑦 𝑏𝑢𝑡 𝐼 𝑐𝑎𝑛'𝑡 𝑙𝑒𝑡 𝑦𝑜𝑢 𝑔𝑜 𝑏𝑎𝑐𝑘 𝑡ℎ𝑒𝑟𝑒."
"𝐶𝑜𝑚𝑒 𝑜𝑛 𝑆ℎ𝑢𝑟𝑖, ℎ𝑒-ℎ𝑒'𝑠 𝑖𝑛 𝑝𝑎𝑖𝑛. 𝐼 𝑗𝑢𝑠𝑡 𝑤𝑎𝑛𝑡 𝑡𝑜 𝑠𝑒𝑒 ℎ𝑖𝑚."
"𝐼𝑚 𝑠𝑜𝑟𝑟𝑦 𝐽𝑎𝑛𝑒 𝑏𝑢𝑡 𝑢𝑛𝑑𝑒𝑟 𝑀𝑟. 𝑆𝑡𝑎𝑟𝑘𝑠 𝑜𝑟𝑑𝑒𝑟𝑠 𝑖𝑚 𝑛𝑜𝑡 𝑎𝑙𝑙𝑜𝑤𝑒𝑑 𝑡𝑜 𝑙𝑒𝑡 𝑦𝑜𝑢 𝑏𝑎𝑐𝑘 𝑡ℎ𝑒𝑟𝑒 𝑤𝑖𝑡ℎ 𝑀𝑟. 𝐵𝑎𝑟𝑛𝑒𝑠."
𝐼 𝑠𝑖𝑔ℎ 𝑖𝑛 𝑓𝑟𝑢𝑠𝑡𝑟𝑎𝑡𝑖𝑜𝑛 𝑎𝑠 𝐼 𝑐𝑜𝑛𝑡𝑖𝑛𝑢𝑒 𝑡𝑜 ℎ𝑒𝑎𝑟 𝑠𝑐𝑟𝑒𝑎𝑚𝑠 𝑓𝑟𝑜𝑚 ℎ𝑖𝑚 𝑡ℎ𝑎𝑡 𝑏𝑟𝑒𝑎𝑘 𝑚𝑦 ℎ𝑒𝑎𝑟𝑡.
"𝐼'𝑙𝑙 𝑡𝑒𝑙𝑙 ℎ𝑖𝑚 𝑦𝑜𝑢 𝑠𝑡𝑜𝑝𝑝𝑒𝑑 𝑏𝑦. 𝐼𝑠 𝑡ℎ𝑒𝑟𝑒 𝑎𝑛𝑦𝑡ℎ𝑖𝑛𝑔 𝑦𝑜𝑢 𝑤𝑎𝑛𝑡 𝑡𝑜 𝑠𝑎𝑦 𝑠𝑜 𝐼 𝑐𝑎𝑛 𝑟𝑒𝑝𝑜𝑟𝑡 𝑏𝑎𝑐𝑘?"
𝐼 𝑠𝑖𝑔ℎ𝑒𝑑 𝑖𝑛 𝑓𝑟𝑢𝑠𝑡𝑟𝑎𝑡𝑖𝑜𝑛 𝑎𝑛𝑑 𝑡ℎ𝑜𝑢𝑔ℎ𝑡 𝑜𝑓 𝑤ℎ𝑎𝑡 𝐼 𝑐𝑜𝑢𝑙𝑑 𝑠𝑎𝑦 𝑡ℎ𝑎𝑡 𝑤𝑜𝑢𝑙𝑑 𝑝𝑜𝑠𝑠𝑖𝑏𝑙𝑦 𝑚𝑎𝑘𝑒 ℎ𝑖𝑚 𝑓𝑒𝑒𝑙 𝑏𝑒𝑡𝑡𝑒𝑟 𝑜𝑟 𝑘𝑛𝑜𝑤 𝑖𝑚 𝑠𝑡𝑖𝑙𝑙 ℎ𝑒𝑟𝑒 𝑓𝑜𝑟 ℎ𝑖𝑚.
"𝑁𝑜, 𝑁𝑜 𝑖𝑡'𝑠 𝑓𝑖𝑛𝑒. 𝐽𝑢𝑠𝑡 𝑑𝑜𝑛'𝑡- 𝑑𝑜𝑛'𝑡 𝑚𝑒𝑛𝑡𝑖𝑜𝑛 𝐼 𝑤𝑎𝑠 ℎ𝑒𝑟𝑒."
"𝐴𝑟𝑒 𝑦𝑜𝑢 𝑠𝑢𝑟𝑒 𝑚𝑖𝑠𝑠 𝐽𝑎𝑛𝑒?" 𝑆ℎ𝑒 𝑎𝑠𝑘𝑠 𝑎𝑠 𝐼 𝑙𝑜𝑜𝑘 𝑏𝑎𝑐𝑘 𝑎𝑡 ℎ𝑒𝑟 𝑢𝑝𝑠𝑒𝑡 𝑓𝑎𝑐𝑒.
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